My Human
Chapter 39
Tessa’s POV
After a rough night of being given the cold shoulder from Kane and Seth, i had rin sang wire pla
my room to help keep us both sane,
It was now the next morning as we both moved around like snails to slowly pack up our stuff to yo
on Kanes private flight at 4pm to take us back to the training centre… where it all first bezen.
It killed my soul knowing that I had upset Kane so much last night, despite having very little control over the situation and its outcome with Arianna being the mastermind behind it all–bitch.
I would eventually get around to telling Kane the truth of it all, but only when he is actually willing to sit down with me to hear what I have to say. Right now, I doubt that he would even stop to give
me the time of day let alone discuss last night with me.
The worry of course was that he might never believe me over Arianna, which was likely, with the fact that he had known her for longer and that she was pretty much like family to him by now.
I hadn’t even seen him yet and myself and Erin both avoided breakfast this morning for that very reason. We figured that since Anthony was the one to visit our rooms early this morning to tell us to pack our things and to be ready for the flight at 4pm, that they both very much still didn’t want to
talk to either of us today.
We got the hint, and myself and Erin agreed that it would cause less hassle for everyone involved if we just kept our heads down and waited for the storm to blow over…
“I mean, it was fun while it all lasted, right?” Erin sighs, helping me to fold away some trousers to pack my bags as she had finished up with her own bag pretty quickly having not actually brought a
lot here with her.
I almost forgot that she had originally came here with Leo – feeling like that whole saga was years ago now when it had actually only been a matter of days.
I had completely shut off the memories of Erin’s horrific time and forgot that to begin with, Leo just dragged her all the way down here by train without giving her any notice about coming here either so she didn’t actually have any of her stuff from home with her.
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“It might not be over… maybe when they both calm down they will talk to us? We can explain it all. I suggest, as my brain screams at me for my stupidity but my heart longs for my words to hold at least some truth to them.
Anything can happen…
“Well we go back, and then the next day it’s the choosing so I guess we will find out by then if they want to keep us around for definite or not.” Erin responds, moving to tighten the hair tie holding up her ponytail before continuing to help me pack up.
The choosing was simply another ceremony to make it official of whether the suitor (being the males) want to keep their partner around permanently or not which was sort of a really big deal…
My brain didn’t seem to be processing that there was actually a really big chance that Kane won’t
approve our match up anymore which will ultimately land me right back at square one back to
facing the judgement days.
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The judgement days, after my first harrowing experience, made me want to vomit at the thought of
repeating it all over again. I got lucky with Kane the first time around – very lucky – and something
tells me that I wouldn’t find that same luck for a second time.
I would also need to go back to my boring day to day life with the mean girls at the school (the ones who haven’t been chosen that is) which I’m hoping they all have and will be sent off to far away
packs for my own benefit.
“You ok?” Erin questions, knowing the answer for herself already but proceeding to check up on me
due to my silence.
“Yeah… it’s just that… I can’t imagine this being over forever… we didn’t get separated this time around but we probably will in our future judgement days… what if next time we get separated and I don’t see you again?” I blunder, with all of my anxieties suddenly rising to the surface as the realisation of us leaving here to perhaps never come back settled in.
Erin blinks a few times, processing my words before she groans loudly at the thought.
“Well, they will have to believe us! This is all so outrageous! Surely the both of them seen the way we both stood in that damn cage holding ourselves to avoid being seen by anyone? We were shivering and crying for gods sake! It was clear to anyone with eyes that we both didn’t want to be
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want to smackhes so damn harill ve never been as angry in my lite Tokn back at the school – Arianna has stomped to a whole new level! Who would mess with someone’s future happiness as hard as that? Damn psychopath Did you see the smog look on her face too? She loved every damn minute of our torture! Erin expresses her pent up rage as 1 again agree and understand exactly why she is this upset.
“It’s not that… we wouldn’t have even bothered her much by staying here either! She doesn’t live here and only visits a few times every year if she really wanted to, we could stay as far away from her as possible whenever she does visit.” I explain my thoughts on that, as Erin finishes my last item before helping me to shut the last bag.
We both stand, stretching a little before I walk towards the balcony with Erin following behind me as
we both step out into the scorching sun.
“I can’t begin to imagine how Arianna treats the other girls where she lives… I guess it could be
worse? At least we probably don’t have to see her much ever again.” Erin releases a dry laugh, as we
both lean our elbows over the balcony edge.
The view was stunning, the land was stunning, the sun was warm and the birds chirped away happily in the nearby trees – creating a true scenic paradise that we would sadly be leaving behind.
“At least we got to live like this for a few days? We just have to find the positives amongst the bad. We’ve created memories here that will last a lifetime Tessa!” Erin continues, as I nod in agreement however her words still don’t manage to strip away the sadness I felt.
“It’s almost half three, Anthony said that we have to meet them downstairs to head for the flight.” I remind her, scratching the back of my head and sighing.
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Chapter 30
This is it..
It’s all coming to a sad close…
Unless Kane and Seth somehow manage to believe u over Arianng which was the less likely outcome
at this point she’s won.
“Come on then… we will face it together like always just think, it will be good to sleep in our little room again tonight!” Erin forces a laugh as we make our way back inside to gather up our things.
I force a smile, appreciating how she would always try to bring light to any situation, as I scan my eyes over the room one last time my heart hurting at the thought of losing this forever.
“Let’s get it over with!” I announce, squaring up my shoulders a little more, before we open the door and begin to trudge our way downstairs – preparing for the worst.
Maybe they will actually be fine, and will talk with us? Or maybe they will continue to avoid us and give us the whole silent treatment?
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I just hope that somewhere somehow, this whole mix up can be salvaged and turned around for all
of our future sakes…
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