Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us by Vik Rowan Tate 40 Summary
In Chapter 40 of “Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us,” the protagonist, Rosette, finds herself in a tense situation with the men around her after suggesting that she could stay with them. The atmosphere shifts dramatically when Axel confronts her about her intentions, revealing a simmering tension that Rosette struggles to understand. Despite her attempts to downplay her suggestion, Axel’s fierce reaction leaves her feeling unsettled and confused about their dynamics.
As Rosette takes a moment to gather her thoughts in the shower, she reflects on the unexpected hostility from Axel and the undercurrents of emotion among the group. She questions the nature of their relationships and whether the men will continue to be difficult even without any romantic intentions toward her. This internal conflict heightens her anxiety as she navigates her new environment and the emotional baggage they all seem to carry.
When Kade enters with dinner, the mood softens, and Rosette begins to see a different side of him. He appears more vulnerable than she initially thought, and their conversation reveals layers of complexity in his character. As they share a moment of intimacy, Rosette expresses her desire to understand Kade’s sadness, and he opens up about his struggles with silence and melancholy. This exchange deepens their bond, contrasting with the earlier tension and showcasing a more profound emotional connection.
Kade’s encouragement for Rosette to embrace her independence resonates with her, and she feels a growing attachment to him. The chapter culminates in a moment of longing as Rosette asks Kade if she can kiss him, highlighting her desire for closeness and intimacy. This pivotal moment signifies a shift in their relationship, suggesting that despite the chaos around them, there is a potential for love and understanding to flourish between them.
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**Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us by Vik Rowan Tate**
**Chapter 40**
The room fell silent, and I felt the weight of their gazes upon me, as if I had just uttered something utterly ridiculous. But honestly, I was starting to rethink my earlier assumptions. This place was enormous. If Christopher was indeed supposed to take me to school, shouldn’t he be situated nearby so we wouldn’t be late?
Kross broke the tension, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “We’re just going to pretend we didn’t hear you say that,” he remarked, swinging open a door that stood just beside the staircase. Inside was a room—a single one, but the sheer size of it made it feel like a small apartment. See? There was more than just one room here.
Axel, on the other hand, wasn’t as forgiving. “Well, I’m not,” he retorted, striding toward me with a fierce determination. He halted directly in front of me, his mouth opening and closing as if searching for the right words that never came. His expression was a storm of fury. He inhaled deeply, but the breath did little to soothe him. “So you’re saying you want to stay with a man who loves women, while you, too, are a woman who loves men. You want to coexist under the same roof?”
“I didn’t mean it like that!” I exclaimed, my voice rising slightly as I attempted to diffuse the situation. I cast a glance at Kade, hoping for his support, but he merely stared at me, his expression unreadable. Kross had yet to emerge from the room, adding to the tension. “I just—”
“That’s not going to happen, Rosette,” Axel interrupted, his voice clipped, each word punctuated by his heavy breathing. “Get it out of your head.”
“Sure. Sure. It was merely a suggestion, okay? No need to take it so seriously,” I replied, trying to sound nonchalant, though I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks.
He regarded me with a piercing look before turning away. “Go freshen up. It’s been a long, long flight,” he said, his tone softening just a fraction.
As the warm water cascaded over me in the shower, I couldn’t shake off the unsettling thoughts that swirled in my mind. What had just transpired downstairs? The atmosphere had shifted so abruptly, morphing from casual to heavy with unspoken words.
What was their issue? Sure, there was some underlying tension simmering between us, but I didn’t think it was anything insurmountable. They didn’t look at me with lustful eyes, so I assumed we had moved past that phase. But what was this sudden animosity?
Were they going to be jerks even when they had no intentions of touching me? I refused to dance to that tune.
I stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my chest, my hair dripping water onto the floor like a small waterfall.
A gentle knock at the door broke my reverie, and before I could respond, Kade walked in, balancing a tray of food in his hands. He halted mid-step when he realized I was half-naked, but his expression remained unchanged as he stepped further into my room.
“I brought you dinner,” he announced, placing the tray down on the small table. He didn’t rush to leave; instead, he turned to face me, his tired eyes revealing a depth of emotion that made my anger dissipate.
Kade had initially struck me as a cold-hearted bastard, but the more I spent time with him, the more I uncovered the layers beneath his tough exterior. He was soft, almost fragile, and it was evident that he was battling his own demons. Most of the time, he seemed lost in his thoughts, drifting away from the world around him.
I hated that he carried such burdens. I wished I could understand what tormented him, wished I could somehow lift that weight off his shoulders.
“Will you stay while I change?” I asked softly, my voice barely above a whisper.
He nodded, moving to sit at the edge of the bed, his posture relaxed yet weary. I turned and stepped into the closet, only to discover it was a walk-in—much larger than I had anticipated. The men truly didn’t spare any expense. It was becoming increasingly difficult to remain angry with them when I considered all the efforts they made on my behalf.
I quickly changed into my pajamas, not bothering to dry my hair before returning to the room.
“Has your school schedule been sent to you yet?” Kade inquired, glancing at me as I settled beside him. He was now lying back, staring up at the ceiling with his hands folded behind his head.
“Yeah,” I replied, settling into a comfortable position beside him. “But I haven’t checked it yet.”
“The first year is always a whirlwind, busy and chaotic. But after that, it becomes much easier,” he assured me, his voice calm.
“I don’t mind how hectic it gets. As long as I’m in school, that’s all that matters,” I said, feeling a sense of excitement about the new chapter in my life.
My hand moved slowly to his hair, gently brushing it away from his forehead. His eyes flickered to meet mine, and I could lose myself in those depths forever.
“Did you inherit your eyes from your mom?” I asked softly, genuinely curious.
“Hmm. Your dinner is going to get cold,” he replied, a hint of amusement dancing in his voice.
“Cold food has never killed anyone,” I countered, a smile creeping onto my lips.
He scoffed, closing his eyes and leaning into my touch as I continued to stroke his hair, feeling the tension in his body slowly dissipate.
“Kade,” I said, breaking the comfortable silence.
“Hmm?” he murmured, his voice drowsy.
“I’m here if you want to talk, you know?” I offered, hoping to coax him out of his shell.
He opened his eyes slowly, turning to lie on his side, facing me. “Why would you assume I have anything to talk about?” His voice held a hint of challenge.
“It’s just…” I sighed, struggling to articulate my thoughts. “You always seem so sad. You barely speak, and you’re constantly lost in your own head. I… I hate it.”
He regarded me with a steady gaze, blinking slowly, a faint smile curling at the corners of his lips. “You hate it? Tell me why, my love.”
My heart raced at his words, and I looked away, my cheeks flushing. He hadn’t called me that since that night—the night everything changed. “It’s just…” I faltered, unsure of how to articulate my feelings, and let out a frustrated sigh.
“I’ve always been like this,” he said softly after a moment of silence. “Ever since I was a child. Always quiet. Always in a still void. I don’t hate it, actually. I love it. That serene melancholy. It’s peaceful. And when I get lost in my thoughts, I’m not really thinking of anything. It’s just… blank up there.”
I continued to run my fingers through his hair, contemplating his words. He was so much like me, yet so different. While he found solace in silence, I was often consumed by rage and fear. We were two sides of the same coin, yet our experiences had shaped us in vastly different ways.
“I see,” I murmured, feeling an unspoken connection between us.
“That’s making me sleepy,” he whispered, his eyelids fluttering.
“Is it?” I asked, half-amused.
“About what happened downstairs, I’m sorry for that,” he said, his tone suddenly serious. My fingers stilled in his hair. “You’re your own person, Rosette. We shouldn’t be so protective when we won’t even…” He trailed off, the words lingering unspoken in the air. “After tomorrow, we’re going to be oceans apart, and we won’t see each other for a long time. So live, my love. Don’t let anything hold you back.”
As I resumed stroking his hair, my chest constricted, and a lump formed in my throat. I felt a connection with Kade that surpassed what I had with Axel and Kross. It was as if he truly saw me, understood me in ways they couldn’t.
“Can I kiss you, Kade?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper, filled with longing.
Conclusion
In this moment of vulnerability and connection, Rosette finds herself at a crossroads, where the weight of her past and the uncertainty of her future collide. Kade’s gentle encouragement to embrace her independence resonates deeply within her, reminding her that she is not defined by the tumultuous relationships surrounding her. The tension that once hung in the air dissipates as she realizes that the emotional barriers erected by Axel and Kross stem from their own fears and insecurities, rather than from any real threat she poses. With Kade by her side, she begins to understand that forgiveness is not only about letting go of past hurts but also about allowing herself to be free—free to love, to explore, and to discover who she truly is.
As she leans closer to Kade, the promise of a new beginning unfolds before her. The warmth of his presence serves as a balm to her troubled thoughts, and in that quiet space, she recognizes the power of connection and understanding. The complexities of their situation may still loom large, but Rosette feels a flicker of hope igniting within her—a hope that she can navigate this new chapter with courage and grace. With Kade’s invitation to live fully echoing in her mind, she embraces the uncertainty ahead, ready to forge her own path while holding onto the bonds that matter most. In this moment before sunrise touches the earth, she feels a profound sense of forgiveness blossoming not only for those around her but also for herself, allowing her heart to open to the possibilities that lie ahead.
What to Expect in Next Chapter?
**What to Expect in Next Chapter?**
In the upcoming chapter, the emotional landscape will deepen as Rosette grapples with the complexities of her feelings for Kade, Axel, and Kross. With the tension from the previous chapter still lingering, Rosette will find herself navigating not only her burgeoning affection for Kade but also the simmering conflicts that threaten to unravel their fragile dynamics. Will she confront Axel’s fierce protectiveness head-on, or will she choose to sidestep the brewing storm? The stakes are high, and it’s clear that the bonds between them are about to be tested in ways that could either strengthen their connection or drive them apart.
As Rosette prepares for her first day of school, the anticipation of a new beginning will clash with the unresolved tensions in the house. Expect moments of introspection as she reflects on her relationships and the choices that lie ahead. Will she embrace the freedom Kade encourages, or will the weight of their pasts hold her back? With new friends and challenges waiting at school, Rosette’s journey of self-discovery is just beginning, and the choices she makes may lead her down an unexpected path. Prepare for heart-wrenching revelations, unexpected alliances, and the tantalizing thrill of first kisses that could change everything. Will love triumph, or will the shadows of their pasts loom too large?
