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How Not To Fall For A Dragon 

Chapter 127 127- Do Not Let Him Pick You Up Off The Ground 

LEXI 

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I run. Or at least, I try to. It’s not graceful, not fast, and definitely not what I should be capable of in this form. My legs don’t quite 

respond the way I expect them to, my balance is off, and every step feels just a fraction too slow, too heavy, too clumsy. The adrenaline 

that carried me through the fight is fading now, leaving behind a deep, dragging exhaustion that makes my muscles ache and my 

movements sluggish. My head is still pounding, every stride sending another pulse of pain through my skull that makes the world tilt 

slightly out of place. I can’t keep this up. I’m not getting far enough, fast enough. Running isn’t going to work. I need to hide. Somewher 

enclosed. Somewhere I can disappear. Somewhere I can think. Somewhere Blake would look. The thought hits hard, sharp and immediate

I need to find Blake. I veer around a corner and finally slow, stumbling slightly as I try to listen past the ringing in my ears. My chest 

heaves, breath coming too fast, too shallow, but I force myself to focus. Footsteps. Are there footsteps? I strain to hear, trying to separate 

real sound from the pounding of my own pulse. Nothing close. Not yet. Okay. That gives me a moment. Maybe two. I need to shift back

Right now, I’m a giant, glowing target. White coat, gold accents, practically shining. There is no hiding like this. No blending in. No 

slipping away unnoticed. I need to be human. I try, and immediately hit a wall. Shifting back is hard. So much harder than shifting into 

this form. My body resists, or maybe it’s my mind. Everything feels tangled and uncooperative, like I’m trying to grab onto something that 

keeps slipping through my fingers. Focus. Blake’s voice echoes faintly in my memory, calm and steady. Relax. Control it. I almost laugh

Calm down? Right now? That feels completely impossible. My heart is racing, my breath is uneven, my thoughts are scattered and loud 

and panicked. I don’t know if I CAN do this without him. The thought lands heavily, threatening to pull me under again. I don’t know if

can do this without BlakeFor a second, panic spikes again, sharp and overwhelming. I would cry, but I can’t. My body won’t let me. Do 

unicorns cry? Do horses cry? No. Stop. I can’t think about that right now. I don’t have time to fall apart. I need to focus. But I can’t do 

this alone- The thought cuts off abruptly as another mental voice pushes through that sounds an awful lot like Ellorie. You are 

spiralling.I inhale sharply, forcing air into my lungs. What would she say right now? That I’m capable. That I don’t need Blake. That

need to stop doubting myself long enough to actually DO something. My parents would agree with her. LaylaShe would remind me that 

I’m a shifter. That this is natural. That I can do this. And BlakeIf he were here, he would help me. He would guide me through it, steady 

and certain. But if I asked him if I could do this on my ownhe wouldn’t say no. He wouldn’t tell me I couldn’t. That thought steadies 

something inside me. I’m not calm. Not even close. But enough. I can have a meltdown later. I force myself to take a breath. Then 

another. Not trying to be calm, just trying to stay present. Blake said to focus on how it feels. On the form I want. On being myself. But 

calm isn’t something I can reach right now, so I don’t try. Instead, I focus on what I do feel. My racing heart. My fast, uneven breathing

The heat in my body. The dizziness. The pain. The way my head feels like it’s splitting open. That’s me. That’s human me right now

Panicked, Hurting. Alive. I hold onto that. I’m not judging the feelings, just feeling them, accepting them. They are all part of me, no 

matter what form I’m in. I am not calm. But I am still me. And somewhere in the middle of that chaos, something shifts. There’s a flash 

of light, sharp and sudden, and my body changes again. The world tilts as my centre of gravity drops, my limbs shrinking, reshaping, and

stumble as I land awkwardly back in my human form. I suck in a breath, swaying slightly where I stand, everything still spinning just 

enough to keep me off balance. I’m human. I made it back. But damn, I’m a mess. My hair is sticky where blood is still slowly dripping 

down my temple. My head throbs relentlessly, making it hard to think clearly, and my limbs teel weak and shaky like they might give out 

at any moment. I press a hand against the wall to steady myself, forcing my breathing to slow just enough to stay upright. But at least 

now I’m small enough to hide

I carefully peer around the corner, pressing myself as close to the wall as I can. My heart is still racing, loud enough that I’m half convinced it’s going to give me away, but I force myself to stay still and just look. The hunters are still here. I can see movement, shadows shifting, figures crossing the courtyard, but they’ve spread out now. Split up. Searching. Looking for me. I still can’t tell how many there are, not with the way my vision keeps threatening to blur again and the way they keep moving, but there are enough that I don’t stand a chance if they find me like this. Okay. I have two goals. Stay hidden Find Blake. Everything else comes after that. I instinctively reach for my phone, only to realise it’s not there. My stomach drops. I was holding it when I left the dorms with Ellorie. Now it’s justgone. Dropped somewhere. Maybe in the hallway. Maybe outside. MaybeEllorie. The thought hits hard, sharp and immediate.

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Chapter 127 127- Do Not Let Him Pick You Up Off The Ground 

suck in a breath, trying not to panic all over again. She was with me when they grabbed me, but not when I woke up. They went for me 

Just me. So she should be fine. She has to be fine. I cling to that, pushing the worry down because I can’t afford to spiral again right 

now. Focus. Where would Blake be? He said he was looking for Professor Matthews. Sopotions lab? Or wherever Professor Matthews 

lives. Which is completely unhelpful, because I have absolutely no idea where that is. I don’t even know if he lives on campus. So. Potic 

lab it is. If I can’t find Blake, maybe I can find Layla. She might be in the medicinal magic classroom. Or she might not be. She might 

have gone home. She might be anywhere. That’s not exactly a reliable backup plan, but it’s better than nothing. Okay. Plan. Potions lab 

first. If Blake isn’t there, check medicinal magic. If neither of them are thereThen I find somewhere safe. Dorms, maybe? Although 

that’s probably the first place anyone would check. Great. Love that. I take a slow breath and shift my weight, preparing to move. To gel 

to the potions lab, I need to cross the courtyard and get back into the main building. Which means open space. Which means exposure

Fantastic. I stick to the edges as much as I can, keeping low, moving quickly but carefully, using shadows and corners to break up my 

outline as I creep along the perimeter. Every step feels too loud. Every movement feels too obvious. I’m hyperaware of everything, the sound of my breathing, the slight scrape of my shoes, the way my heart won’t slow down: But somehowIt’s working. I’m getting close 

I’m only a few metres from the doors when someone calls out

I see her! Over there!The shout cuts through the air like a knife. Shit. So much for subtle. I don’t even think. I just run. All pretence stealth is gone as I sprint for the doors, adrenaline surging again, pushing through the dizziness and the pain. The doors fly open just 

before I reach them

Thank you,I breathe, not even sure if I say it out loud or just think it as I dart inside. The moment I’m through, the doors slam shut 

behind me and I hear the distinct click of them locking. That’ll slow them down. Not stop them. But it should buy me time. A minute

Maybe two. Bug it’s still just a door, and anyone willing to kidnap someone isn’t likely to balk at property damage. I don’t waste the tim I take off down the hallway, heading in the general direction of the potions lab, but something immediately feelsoff. It’s dark. Too dar The Academy usually lights the halls as soon as I step into them, warm and bright and welcoming. Not this time. This time it stays dim

shadows stretching long across the floor, corners deeper and harder to see into. It’s helping me hide. It knows. The thought sends

strange flicker of comfort through me, even now. I keep moving. A door to my right creaks open. I hesitate for half a second. That isn’t 

the direction of the labThen I turn

Wellokay then,I mutter under my breath, trusting the Academy. At this point, I don’t really have a better option. I follow. Another 

turn. Another hallway. Another door opens just before I reach it, like the Academy is guiding me step by step, pulling me along a path

don’t fully understand. An office door opens ahead of me. One I’ve never been in before. I slow slightly, cautious now, my instincts 

prickling. Why here? I step closer, peering inside, and then I hear a voice

Huh? Is someone here?He calls out. My stomach drops. Professor Cage! I freeze. Footsteps approach the doorway, steady and 

deliberate. Why the hell would the Academy bring me to him?! 

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Rossella Marika D’Alterio 

Wow. I can’t wait to know what happens next. And I love how Lexi uses everything she learns and how you described thr fury of unicorns when they feel in extreme danger

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