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Inside, you’ll find hate-to-love 45

Chapter Forty-Five 

Of Shadows and Whispers 

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“The palace is sealed,” I said. “We don’t sweat.” 

The corridor dimmed like a veil drawing. The black smear gathered into a spine. I felt it consider us. 

Julian’s hand hovered near my elbow. “Cass…”-which is Julian for I get it, you’re brave, please don’t die on my shift. 

“What are you?” I whispered, stepping in. I like my monsters where I can insult them. 

The smear twitched and unraveled. Light steadied. Marble played dumb. 

“Either you stared down a ghost,” Julian said lightly, “or we need insulation.” 

“You joke when you’re scared,” I told him. 

“And you run toward things that might eat you,” he replied. 

Caius’s gaze tracked the tapestries. “If the feeds don’t see it, something controls the view.” 

He was right. And right felt like a cold hand down the spine. 

“Shadow Court,” I said, not letting my voice shake. “They favor black mist, if the old stories weren’t 

lying.” 

Julian finally lost a shade of color. “Wonderful. Our haunting has a brand.” 

Elara’s POV 

I slept only after heat. 

Tucked beneath Thorne’s arm, the new mark at my shoulder hummed like a kept secret. The palace was quiet the way old places are; not silence, but memory. I slid under-and fell into mirrors. 

A hall lined with glass stretched on forever. Where my reflection should’ve been, each pane trembled with scenes that weren’t mine; black water chewing at a pier, forests coughing smoke, wolves threading city streets as if following a silent drum. 

A whisper braided the air: “Little king…” 

Frost veiled the nearest pane-from the inside. A woman stepped forward behind the fog: silver hair, pale eyes, a face that had decided warmth was optional, She smiled like a blade wrapped in silk. 

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“Little flame,” she said, tasting Aeron’s name like it belonged in her mouth. “He belongs to more than 

blood.” 

My palm hit glass. No sound. The mirror swallowed it like a scandal. 

Behind the ice, Aeron flickered-small, curls wild, Mister Dwagon mangled in his fist-reaching from the wrong side of the pane. 

“Stay away from him,” I snarled. 

“All flames burn. All kings fall,” the woman murmured. Frost bloomed under her breath, neat as claws. “He will be called when the door opens.” 

Cracks spidered the mirror. It didn’t shatter. It froze more, defiant. 

I ripped myself awake. 

The suite was warm. Thorne’s arm weighted my waist. A sound gathered in my chest-fear or fury, I couldn’t tell-and died when I saw it: frost limning the terrace window from the inside. Lacy. Wrong. 

Frost in summer is not weather. It’s a message. 

Little king. Little flame. 

The mark throbbed under my fingers, then steadied. I breathed with it until the room remembered 

how to be a room. 

Dawn poured across sheets like gossip. My face heated remembering Thorne’s mouth at my shoulder-how the mark had answered him like electricity choosing a home. 

“Ma-maaa?” Aeron’s knock was small authority. The latch clicked. He barreled through the connecting door with Mister Dwagon held like a cudgel, curls committing treason. 

Cassia leaned on the frame, smirk loaded-until she clocked the scene: me tucked under Thorne’s 

arm; sheets respectable; intimacy obvious, 

“Oh,” she said, delight and scandal doing a two-step. “Morning, your majesties. Front page before fruit?” 

“Cassia,” I hissed, yanking the blanket higher. Heat sprinted up my neck. 

Aeron frowned. “Why no jammies?” 

Thorne’s reflex was a shield-blanket edge, elbow angle-blocking me with the smoothness of 

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practice. 

“Cause gwown-ups hot,” Cassia supplied, wickedly helpful. “Right, Julian?” 

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“Do not draft me into your witness list,” Julian called from the hall, because of course he was lurking. 

Aeron patted Thorne’s hand, solemn. “Daddy warm. Mama warm. Is home now.” 

My throat squeezed. 

Cassia’s grin hiccuped. Her gaze slid to the terrace. “Your air-con’s sulking,” she said too lightly. Frost still threaded the inner pane, faint but undeniable. 

Thorne and I locked eyes. The bond pulled tight. 

Little king. Little flame. 

By breakfast, cedar and butter and honey fought the nerves out of the air. Aeron sat between us, issuing decrees with sticky palms. Mister Dwagon received crumbs under the table in the interest of 

peace. 

“Enjoying palace hospitality?” Cassia asked, draping herself like a cat who could win a duel. She watched the window without watching it. 

“Please stop,” I murmured. The dream’s chill lingered under my skin. 

Caius slipped in-quiet gravity. Julian followed, tablet alight, eyes bright with tasteful doom. 

“Patrols at the docks,” Julian began, all business. “Hull gouges. Depths wrong for anchor drag. Crews report mist; playback’s clean: Cameras see nothing; men did.” 

“I saw it inside,” Cassia said. “East corridor. Not fog. Black mist. It leaned.” 

Silence passed around the table like a cup no one wanted to drink. 

I set my fork down. “There was frost on our terrace, From the inside.” 

Julian blinked, “From the-thermodynamically-” 

“Impossible,” I agreed, managing a thin smile. “I know.” 

“Before or after?” Cassia asked, voice for triage. 

“After a dream.” I swallowed. “Mirrors. Silver-haired woman, She called Aeron little king. Little flame. 

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Said he belongs to more than blood. Said he’ll be called when the door opens.” Saying it made the shape real-and somehow smaller than the fear. 

Aeron perked at flame. “I a flame. I fwee.” 

“Almost,” Thorne murmured, kissing his hair. 

Cassia didn’t tease. “Premonition,” she said, verdict sliding into its sheath. 

Julian tapped the tablet-his only tell. “Do we have a better word than ‘PR nightmare’? Asking for the part of me that sleeps.” 

Caius cut through. “Patterns: black mist at docks. Black mist in the east corridor. Frost on an inner pane. A dream. And a mark.” He flicked a glance at my shoulder-protective, not prying. “The timing 

matters.” 

Maris arrived with the smooth finality of a period. She set a folio on the table. “Four insurance notices from the docks filed overnight. Contained.” Then, to Thorne: “The Warden of Glass has been summoned. Arrival within forty-eight hours.” She pivoted to me. “In the meantime: cloth on all mirrors and reflective surfaces near the nursery. Heat checks at vents. Green Route only. Staff briefed.” 

“Summon a Warden,” Julian echoed. “We haven’t done that since ” 

“Before Aeron,” Maris said. Which is how she reminds everyone the palace used to remember how 

to be haunted. “We do it now.” 

It didn’t land as relief. It landed as procedure. 

Julian slid a bodycam clip across the table: night deck, breath fogging the lens, nine seconds of gray veiling the world. “Quarter speed.” Letters formed a blur, wrong alphabet, stubborn as a dream. The fog cleared. Gouges came later. His jaw tightened. “Something is choosing not to be seen.” 

The mark warmed beneath my robe. I felt more than knew those letters weren’t meant for cameras. They wanted breath. “I think it called to him,” I said. No dramatics. Truth. I smoothed Aeron’s curls. “I 

think it knows his name.” 

No one laughed. 

Caius rose first. “Docks, then east corridor in a grid. Vents sealed near nursery.” 

“Moving,” Julian said, fingers already re-wiring the city. “I’ll scrub loops for audio spikes, EM bleed- if it hides from the eye, maybe it hums.” 

“Clever,” Cassia allowed. “If it hums, we dance louder.” 

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龜 

Thorne poured me tea before touching his own. His fingers brushed mine-steadying, not for show. “We do this in daylight,” he said, standing. “Julian-docks. Caius-corridor. Maris-wards. Cassia ” 

“I stay with Elara and Aeron,” Cassia said, sugar over steel. “Someone has to argue with the HVAC.” 

A flicker ghosted Thorne’s mouth. He looked at me. “Do you want me to stay?” 

I wanted to tie him to the chair. I also wanted him to own a city. Motherhood is choosing which ache to leave unsatisfied. 

“Go,” I said softly. “Find out what we saw.” 

He kissed my temple-oath and apology. “Cover the mirrors,” he told Maris. “No one near him 

without a name we trust.” 

Julian whipped a linen runner off a sideboard and handed it to Cassia with a flourish. 

She tossed it over the gilt panel nearest the terrace. “Ta-da. Ugly and effective.” 

“Safe,” Aeron echoed gravely, then fed Mister Dwagon a crumb. “Bwave.” 

Thorne’s gaze snagged on his son. Something feral and gentle crossed his face at once. “Brave,” he agreed, the word a vow. 

They left in a tide of competence. Servants peeled from walls with invisible hands already in motion. Maris reappeared long enough to press the folio into my palms-literal weight, plus the other kind. Then 

she vanished to bend the household to her will. 

Cassia dragged a chair to the terrace window and planted one boot against stone like a sentinel at a painting. “If it frosts again,” she told the glass, “I’m stabbing it.” 

I opened the folio. Lyanna’s precise hand marched down the first page-angles of glass, ward sigils, margin notes with small arrows and domestic reminders. A sticky note in my mother’s playful script: Read my scribbles first, Laugh. It helps. 

A laugh flirted with my throat and, mercifully, stayed, 

Aeron scooted until his knee knocked my thigh. “Mama wead?” 

“I’m reading,” I promised, wiping honey from his nose. The motion steadied me; the mark warmed like it had ears and an opinion. 

Outside, gulls carved lazy arcs, uninterested in crowns. The sea glittered bright knives. 

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“You weren’t wrong,” Cassia said without taking her eyes off the cloth. 

“About what?” 

“Wanting it to be a dream.” 

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I huffed a breath. “When Thorne said my name in the chamber, I thought the blaze would be public. I didn’t think…” I tipped my chin at the window. “This.” 

“Blazes draw shadows,” she said. “We’ll light more candles.” 

Aeron exhaled a sigh fit for a tiny opera. “No yelly,” he told the air, then leaned into me, all heat and 

trust. 

We kept busy because busy outruns fear. 

Maris moved the palace like a chessboard. The Green Route grew teeth. Staff learned new names and forgot old doors. A runner reported the Warden’s carriage had been sighted two valleys out. Forty-eight hours began ticking loud. 

Caius ran patrols with the patience of granite. Julian played whack-a-mole with the feeds, sanding edges off headlines until they sounded human: Cookie King Charms Captains. No Yelly: A Kingdom’s New Mantra. Heir Loves Cinnamon, Hates Broccoli Experts Weigh In. (Experts will weigh in on a sneeze if you give them a call time.) 

Cassia stayed with me and the boy. We built a fortress from pillows because sometimes symbolism needs scaffolding. We practiced ward sigils with chalk on parchment. Aeron helped by drawing circles that looked like cookies and declaring, “Safe.” 

My hands steadied as I traced my mother’s lines. “She used to make me laugh before we strung the wards,” I said softly. “Not because it was funny, Because fear hates laughter. It shrinks.” 

“Your mother is correct,” Cassia said. She flicked the linen with her fingertip. “Also, laughter photographs well,” 

I snorted. “There it is: the thesis of your life,” 

“Thesis, brand, lifestyle.” 

Twice the cloth lifted a whisper, testing. Twice it settled when my palm found it and said not today without sound. 

Aeron asked for snack with a whisper he thought was stealth. “Mama… cookie… pease?” 

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“One,” I said. 

“Two,” he bargained, holding up three fingers. 

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“Nice try.” I broke a cookie in half. He solemnly split it again and offered a crumb to Mister Dwagon. “Shawe,” he told the dragon. 

“Policy platform,” Julian said from the doorway, because of course he appeared for carbs. He slid a glance at Cassia. “You surviving guard duty?” 

“I’m thriving.” She flicked a glance down the long line of him. “You, however, look like a spreadsheet crawled out of your screen and asked for a raise.” 

He smiled without showing teeth. “I’m under strict orders to keep you alive.” 

“Keep me entertained and I’ll consider living.” 

“Meet me halfway,” he said. “I’ll bring jokes; you bring restraint.” 

“I don’t know her.” 

“We’re working on introductions.” 

Caius passed with a report and a look that said both of you drink water. “If the mist wants an audience, it picked the right balcony,” he said dryly. 

“It picked the wrong house,” Cassia shot back. 

By late afternoon the light went high and hard. The city glittered like cut metal. Below, a gull argued with a chimney in a dialect only the 

understood. Aeron fell asleep in a nest of pillows with Mister 

Dwagon under his cheek, mouth parted in a soft o that weaponized my heart. 

I watched him breathe. My fingers wandered to the mark like a superstition, and heat pulsed steady 

under skin. 

“You never planned on this,” Cassia said. Not a question. 

“No,” I said, voice orange-peel bitter and honey. “I planned on being brave for smaller things.” 

“Bigger things chose you.” She tipped her head. “Rude of them. We adjust.” 

I smiled without showing teeth. “We adjust.” 

We ate soup because soup pretends to help. The rosemary let loose more green. We made small 

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talk until the world remembered we knew how. 

At dusk, Maris returned with calm that had structure. “The Warden of Glass confirms: dawn plus one day.” She set a hand on the cloth, approving my knots. “We hold until then. Mirrors stay covered. No one moves alone.” 

“Your wish is my hobby,” Cassia told her. “Consider me glued to Elara.” 

“Please don’t glue anything to my silk,” I murmured. 

A breeze licked the terrace. The linen fluttered and held. The sea glowered the way seas do when they think you’re getting cocky. 

Aeron woke, declared, “I hungwy,” and forced Mister Dwagon to share crumbs for national stability. “Shawe,” he said gravely-commandment or fiscal policy, unclear. 

“I’m stealing that for a speech,” Julian said, reappearing like a well-dressed rumor. “Market response is bullish on sharing.” 

“You’re hopeless,” Cassia told him. 

“I’m pragmatic,” he said, thumbs moving. “People fear less when they can name a thing. Or bake it.” 

“Some things don’t fit in an oven,” she said, flicking her eyes toward the cloth. 

For once, he didn’t joke. 

Night slid back. The palace glowed outward like a smile you hold for strangers. Inside, the air shifted 

toward careful. 

I tucked Aeron into his pillow fortress and wedged Mister Dwagon under his arm like a second pillow. I smoothed his hair, throat tight with the kind of love that feels like danger because of how much space it takes up. 

“Home,” he breathed. 

“Home,” I whispered, because sometimes you have to call a place a name until it agrees to be that 

thing. 

I covered the mirror with my mother’s ward cloth myself, anchoring the corners with stubborn knots. The linen stirred once, as if tasting the room, and settled. 

“Not today,” I told it again. Not a wish. A line. 

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Cassia angled her chair closer. The bond hummed in the quiet like a tuned wire. Down the hall, guards traded a password in low voices that didn’t carry meaning, only safety. 

We waited for a second shoe that might never fall. 

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The cloth trembled a last, fine time-the sort of movement you’d miss if the day hadn’t taught you 

how to see. 

We all saw it. 

I didn’t flinch. I set my palm where it had moved. 

“Not him,” I said to the unseen, to the frost-dream, to the silver-haired woman in the wrong glass. 

“Not mine.” 

The linen quieted. 

Outside, the sea took a breath that sounded too much like a count. 

Inside, the boy slept, the mark warmed, and the palace listened to the sound of women deciding the shape of a night. 

“No yelly,” Aeron mumbled in his sleep, and nudged a final crumb under Mister Dwagon’s wing. 

“Shawe.” 

“Law’s the law,” Cassia told the mirror, and smiled without showing teeth. 

The glass did not answer. 

But it also did not open. 

For now. 

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