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Inside, you’ll find hate-to-love 52

Inside, you’ll find hate-to-love 52

Chapter Fifty-Two-Palace Midnight 

Elara’s POV 

Past midnight, the corridors did their best impression of a lullaby. Lanterns along the Green Route glowed like tea lights someone forgot to blow out, and the ward line at our balcony hummed its steady note comforting if you weren’t the kind of person who collected omens like thrifted sweaters. 

Aeron had finally surrendered to sleep in his pillow fortress-Mister Dwagon face-planted into his cheek like a bodyguard who failed basic posture but excelled at loyalty. Before he went under, he’d insisted on three laws and a story. 

“No yewwy.” Tiny finger up. “Shawe.” Second finger. He eyed Thorne’s stern jaw like he was judging a statue contest and added, magnanimous, “Kisses ‘lowed.” 

Then he folded-clean sleep, the kind only storms and three-year-olds know. 

I should’ve slept. I didn’t. 

Instead, I reread the message from my mother-just a photo of a page in careful, old handwriting 

and a note beneath it: 

She does not take what is not offered. She waits where promises are kept or broken. 

Ask yourself who promised what. Ask yourself what door they used. Also, mirror wards. 

Which was exactly the combination of cryptic and helpful she specialized in. My brain pinged like a kitchen timer set by a saboteur. So I did the mature thing: coat, hair tied back, no heroics. Just answers. 

I cracked Aeron’s door, left the monitor on my phone pulsing a soft green heartbeat, and slipped into the hall. The nursery pressure plates gave a little hello-then-goodbye under my boots; the corridor did not flinch. This palace had seen worse and sent it home with a fruit basket. 

Maris had keyed me for the sealed wing yesterday “in case” the Warden of Glass needed my signature on mind-numbing forms. The access panel blinked, read my palm, and unlocked with the sound of a polite throat-clear. The doors swung inward on oil and money. 

Inside: dust that had earned the right to exist; leather spines lined like soldiers; glass cases that turned pages into relics. Thyme, wax, and the faint smoke-trace of warding incense. A ladder stretching 

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to a balcony where windows had been bricked over and painted to resemble more windows- architectural optimism, sponsored by denial. 

My mother’s photo matched a hand I recognized from her stories. The Aster Codices-gray hide stitched with silver thread, no title on the spine, tiny star pressed into each lower corner like a maker’s mark. I slid one free. The leather warmed under my palms. 

She does not take what is not offered. She waits. 

A page later: The Shadow Crown walks without footfall. She does not break doors. She asks for what was promised and written and witnessed. If your house is hollow with lies, she will know. If your oath is true, she will pass like mist through a field. 

Not bedtime. A manual. 

Someone-centuries later, sassier-had annotated the margins: 

YEAR OF LONG SAILS: A king bargained warmth for safe passage. He offered a name and failed to deliver. The Shadow Queen returned to collect. The pack called it a curse. The old ones called it accounting. 

Accounting. Which, yes, is exactly as romantic as it sounds when you’re trying not to hyperventilate in a room full of flammable knowledge. 

Who promised what. Which door. 

Under a ribbon, a page that prickled skin: If there is no Luna named by midwinter, a debt accrues… If a Luna is named in time and the vow is clean, the Shadow Crown passes. If the vow is dirty, the Shadow Crown waits at glass and breath. 

We’d named me publicly two nights ago. Before that? Years of hush and rumor. Before me? A father who died with secrets and a court that loved ceremony more than clarity. 

Behind me, the latch clicked. 

I didn’t reach for a blade. I reached for a laugh, because fear hates laughter and this palace hates being left out. 

“I thought we agreed on no walking alone,” Thorne said, voice low. Not angry-worse. Worried. 

He crossed the stacks like he owned the floorboards. Spoiler: he did. Shirt open at the throat, coat unbuttoned, hair slightly wrecked by his hands or mine earlier-I wasn’t taking questions-the king looked like a man who had argued with night and won often enough to stay cocky. 

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“I left a note,” I lied, the way a person does when her note was to Cassia, and it involved emojis. 

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“You texted Cassia a sparkler-knife treaty and bolted,” he said, mouth doing its not amused, but also fine, I’ll help you rob the museum curve. “Maris pinged me when you hit the sealed door. I came to be your alibi or your accomplice, depending.” 

“Both are useful.” I tilted the codex so he could see the ink. “It’s not a myth. It’s a ledger.” 

He read fast, eyes knifing line to line. “Three thousand years,” he murmured. “This hand is older than our hall.” 

“It says she waits where promises are kept or broken,” I said. “Not takes. Waits.” 

His jaw flexed once. “Then she’s not hunting you. Or Aeron. She’s hunting an oath.” 

“Someone offered something,” I said. “And didn’t deliver.”. 

We looked at each other. We both did ugly math. 

“Your father?” I asked, as gently as a person can while holding a bomb that says family history. 

Thorne didn’t flinch. “Possibly. A winter after my mother died, the halls stayed too cold. The elders called it grief.” He ran a hand along the shelf, grounding in grain. “He loved her. He also loved winning. If he thought a promise could buy months of calm, he’d make it and assume he could fix the bill later.” 

I turned the page; the paper rasped like it had opinions. A Luna named closes a door. A Luna hidden opens one. 

“I didn’t hide on purpose,” I said, throat tight. 

“I did,” he answered, no apology, just truth. “I kept you safe and selfish. Kept him private. I thought I was buying us time from men who would bite. Instead, I opened a different door.” 

“Not a great buyer,” I said. It was shaped like a joke and tasted like not. 

“You’re allowed to be angry,” he said gently. 

“I’m allowed to be right.” I pressed my palm flat to the script like warmth could coax it into another confession. “There’s a line in my mother’s note-Next year, he is mine. It reads like a date, not a wish. Anniversary of a broken promise!” 

His gaze lifted from the page to my face with that hurting-soft focus he uses when he’s juggling ten fears and one vow. “We named you. In public. On purpose.” He brushed his knuckles over the mark at my shoulder, heat jumping under skin. “We closed one door.” 

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“And opened another,” I said. “By hiding first. She’s patient.” I tried on a heavier kind of calm and found it fit. “We’re done opening doors we don’t choose.” 

“Agreed,” he said. “We name our vows and keep them. Everything else can freeze outside.” 

He reached for the page again, and my hand was already there. Fingers bumped. Stilled. Stayed. 

Something shifted. Not in the library-in me. All the worry-heat I’d banked for days flared, fast and 

bright. 

“Don’t look at me like that,” he said gruffly. 

“Like what?” 

“Like you’re about to start a fire in a room full of old paper.” 

“Then move me,” I said, because maybe I was done apologizing for wanting the one thing that quieted the noise in my bones. 

He did. 

Not a rush-not first. He bracketed me with his body and the bookcase held my spine like a secret. His mouth found mine with a patience that felt like worship and a hunger that felt like finally. The kiss wasn’t pretty. It was real. I tasted the day’s iron, the night’s rosemary, the quiet fear he never shows anyone else. He tasted me like a man memorizing a map he intends to live inside. 

The kiss deepened, Thorne’s tongue tracing the line of my lips before delving inside. His hands, rough and calloused from years of ruling, cupped my face, tilting my head to give him better access. I moaned softly, my body pressing against his, feeling the hard length of him against my stomach. The heat between us was palpable, a living thing that seemed to consume us both. 

Thorne’s hands left my face, trailing down my neck, my shoulders, before settling on my hips. He pulled me closer, grinding his hips against mine, the friction sending a jolt of pleasure through me. I could feel his breath, hot and ragged, against my cheek as he nipped at my earlobe, sending shivers down my spine. 

“Elara,” he whispered, his voice hoarse with desire. “You drive me wild,” 

I smiled, my fingers tangling in his hair, pulling him closer. “And you drive me crazy,” I murmured, my voice barely above a whisper. 

Thorne’s mouth found mine again, his kiss this time demanding, possessive. His hands roamed over my body, tracing the curve of my waist, the swell of my hips, before settling on my breasts. He cupped them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples, making them harden under his touch. I gasped, my back 

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arching into his hands, seeking more. 

He took the hint, his fingers deftly unbuttoning my shirt, pushing it off my shoulders. He broke away from our kiss long enough to pull it off, his eyes never leaving mine as he did so. I was left in my bra, the cool air of the library making my nipples harder still. 

His hands moved to my back, unclasping my bra with ease. He pushed it off, his eyes darkening as he took in the sight of me. “You’re beautiful,” he growled, his hands cupping my breasts again, his thumbs brushing over my nipples. 

I shivered, my hands moving to his chest, pushing his shirt off. His body was a sight to behold, all hard muscle and golden skin. I ran my hands over his chest, feeling the heat of his skin, the hardness of his muscles. Thorne’s hands moved to my waist, his fingers tracing the curve of my hips before moving lower, to the hem of my skirt. 

He hooked his fingers into the waistband, pulling it down, revealing the black lace of my panties. He looked up at me, his eyes filled with a mix of desire and hunger. “You’re wearing too many clothes,” he said, his voice low and husky. 

I smiled, my hands moving to his belt, unbuckling it, pushing his pants down. He stepped out of them, his cock hard and ready, standing proudly in front of me. I reached out, my fingers wrapping around his length, feeling the heat of him, the hardness of him. 

Thorne groaned, his hips jerking forward, seeking more 

apply that by touch. I smiled, my hand moving up 

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and down his length, feeling him pulse in my hand. Thorne’s hands moved to my panties, pushing them down, revealing me to him. 

He looked up at me, his eyes filled with a mix of desire and reverence. “You’re perfect,” he 

whispered, his hands moving to my thighs, pushing them apart. 

I gasped as his fingers found my clit, rubbing it gently, sending waves of pleasure through me. I moaned, my body arching into his touch. Thorne’s fingers moved lower, finding my entrance, sliding inside me, making me gasp. 

He moved his fingers in and out of me, his thumb still rubbing my clit, sending me closer and closer to the edge. I could feel the tension building, the pleasure coiling tighter and tighter. I moaned, my body arching into his touch, seeking more. 

“Thorne,” I moaned, my voice barely above a whisper. “Please,” 

His hands moved to my hips, guiding me to face the bookshelf. I could feel the cool wood against my stomach as I bent forward, my hands gripping the edge. The position made my body feel exposed, vulnerable, yet it also heightened the sensation of his touch. Thorne’s fingers trailed down my back, leaving goosebumps in their wake. He knelt behind me, his breath hot on my ear as he whispered, 

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“You’re so beautiful, Elara.” 

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He positioned himself at my entrance, the tip of his cock teasing me. I could feel the heat of him, the hardness of him, and I knew that once he entered me, the orgasm would come quickly. He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, filling me completely. I gasped, my body adjusting to his size. It was deep, so deep, and I couldn’t take it any longer. 

He started to move, his hips pounding into me with a rhythm that was both fast and hard. The sound of our bodies meeting filled the room, a primal symphony th 

echoed our desire. His right hand found my clit, his fingers moving in circles, pressing and releasing. The sensation was intense, the pleasure building with each stroke. His left hand kneaded my breast, his fingers pinching my nipple, sending jolts of pleasure through my body. 

He groaned, his fingers on my clit moved faster while his thumb pressing harder on my clit. I could feel the waves of pleasure building, the tension coiling tighter and tighter. I gasped, my body arching into his touch, seeking more. “Please,” I moaned, my voice barely above a whisper. “I need you.” 

His left hand, which had been on my breast, now gripped my waist, his fingers digging into my flesh as he held me in place. The pressure was delicious, a reminder of his strength, his dominance. It sent a shiver of anticipation down my spine, and I moaned, my voice a low, desperate sound that seemed to fuel his passion. 

His movements became faster, more erratic, as if he were fighting to hold back his own orgasm. The room filled with the sounds of our bodies coming together, the wet, slapping sound of his flesh against mine, the harsh, ragged breaths we both took. 

And then, with a final, powerful thrust, Thorne’s body tensed, and he let out a low, guttural growl as he came. The sensation of his release sent me over the edge, and I cried out, my body convulsing as the orgasm ripped through me. The waves of pleasure were intense, the tension coiling tighter and tighter until it felt like I was being pulled apart, only to be put back together again, stronger and more whole 

than before. 

The scent of our arousal filled the air, a heady mixture of sweat, sex, and the unique musk of wolf 

shifters. 

We stayed like that for a moment, caught between silence and breath, the air still humming with what had passed between us. Thorne’s touch gentled, lingering at my hip as if he could memorize the shape of the moment. Slowly, the rush in my pulse eased, leaving behind warmth-not just in my body, but somewhere deeper that understood choosing someone isn’t one decision; it’s a series. 

“Look at me,” he said softly, 

I did. His golden eyes were steady and unguarded. No crown. No kingdom. Just him. The satisfaction there wasn’t triumph-it was devotion. 

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“The palace bows to us,” he said-not arrogant. Certain. 

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“Tonight,” I said, and believed him for the length of a heartbeat that decided to try trust again. 

We put ourselves back together in stages-laughter first, then buttons, then breath. We set the codex back where it belonged-raised right. I slipped a ribbon into the page I needed. He closed the glass case, fingers lingering like intent could seal fate. 

“Ask yourself who promised what,” I said, tapping the lid. “Ask yourself what door they used.” 

“We’ll find it,” he said. “We’ll close it.” 

“And if she knocks again?” 

“Then she meets the wrong house.” 

We took the long way back. Maybe because neither of us was ready to let go of the quiet between us. Maybe because peace-like proximity-is a season worth stretching. The corridor camera caught only a dark hall and a single lantern flicker, as if the palace was pretending innocence on our behalf. Frost ghosted a high window for a breath, then melted clean-like a warning withdrawn. No alarms spiked. The wards hummed. Message received. 

Somewhere above, Cassia laughed at something wicked, and Julian said, “Delete it,” in a voice that meant please and absolutely not. Caius traded places with a guard without a sound. As we turned the corner, he murmured to Thorne, dry as old parchment, “Next time you raid the archives, try not to annex 

them.” 

“Duly noted,” Thorne said. 

“I’ll log it as cultural outreach,” Julian added, materializing like a well-dressed rumor. 

“Outreach to what?” Cassia purred, stepping in with contraband scones. “Ancient texts or each 

other?” 

“Both,” I said, accepting a scone. “Mind your cardio.” 

“At your service,” she said, smile tilting-not for the first time and definitely not the last-at Julian. He pretended not to notice. He very much noticed. 

“By the way,” she added, tapping her earbud, “your Green Route sensors were sulking. I sweet-talked them. You owe me pastries.” 

Caius rolled his eyes a millimeter. “The sensors aren’t the only ones.” 

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At our door, Thorne paused, looking at me like the night was still ours to edit. “Tomorrow,” he said. 

“Tomorrow,” I echoed, and the word felt less like a promise to the palace and more like one to us. 

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