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shorter.”
Caius folded his arms. “What exactly happened between Crescent and Kade’s people?”
I turned to Elara. “Yes, Majesty. History? Footnotes? Tea?”
She stopped pacing. “I don’t know.” No fluff. “Files are fragmented. Stories conflict. Border deals gone bad? A winter truce that soured? The Dissolution we think we understand-maybe not. I won’t pretend otherwise: I don’t know.”
“So we burned the wrong house and sent them the bill,” I summarized.
“Possibly.” Her mouth quirked. “Or they slammed a pass when we needed it open. Or both. I’m still digging.”
Caius’s jaw ticked. Eased. “Fair.”
“What I do know,” Elara added, “is he doesn’t match the myth. Not feral. Composed. Diplomatic.”
“Professional,” Caius said. “Controlled. Dangerous in a suit instead of claws.”
Controlled scraped something delicate in me. “And handsome,” I added, because someone had to
sponsor the truth. “Genuinely rude of him, actually.”
Elara’s look landed somewhere between warning and sympathy. “Yes. And the stream is feral for
him. Crescent has decided he’s ‘hot and misunderstood.””
“#KingOfSnacks,” Caius muttered, scrolling.
“If only politics could be solved by breadsticks,” Elara sighed.
“Oh, give Aeron time,” I said. “He’s three and already running the kingdom’s PR.”
Her smile was small. “Be careful tonight, Cass. The nobles will be watching.” A beat. “So will Kade.”
The tug under my ribs answered like a second heartbeat. “When am I not careful?”
“Statistically? Tuesdays,” Caius said,
“Then thank the moon it’s Thursday.”
By night, the palace dressed like an apology. Chandeliers glowed, the quartet whispered wealth, and
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somewhere a drone hummed a lullaby for optics.
I framed glitter as armor. Dress: weaponized constellation. Earrings: satellite dishes for gossip. Heels: lethal. The pull in my chest? “Low blood sugar,” I told Maris. She didn’t buy it. Neither did I.
The Rogues entered, Kade leading. The room straightened like furniture trying to impress him. He disarmed the snobs without dominance-just immaculate manners and that voice-low, rough silk with a rasp of gravel.
He bowed to Elara. “Crescent looks well under your hand.”
She nodded, unblinking. “We keep the doors as doors.”
He shook Thorne’s hand like an equal, not a petitioner. “At dawn.”
“Dawn,” Thorne agreed, because kings love punctuality when it’s attached to blade work.
The duchesses experienced a brief crisis of faith.
Aeron, miniature tuxedo, sovereign of my heart, marched forward lugging the royal breadbasket. He lifted a breadstick like a scepter. “I dub you King of Snack.”
Kade took it with ceremonial gravity you could bottle and sell. “I vow to share my inventory.”
The nobles laughed, relieved to have a safe joke. The drones drifted closer like curious moths.
Caius sidled up to me. “We should hire him for PR.”
“Please don’t,” I said. “One of him is already a safety hazard.”
We flowed into the champagne current-small talk as sport, treaties disguised as hors d’oeuvres, the quiet rattle of knives under napkins. I did my job: flirted with surgical precision, deflected barbed curiosity with jokes, made three old men feel clever enough to vote how Elara needs later. I danced with a baron who tried to hold me like a chess piece and smiled at him like I eat bishops for breakfast.
And then Kade was simply there.
“Lady Cassia,” he said, like my name was a command word for his blood.
“Your Majesty,” I returned, like I wasn’t vibrating at a frequency that could crack glass. “Welcome to Crescent. I hear your inventory is impressive.”
One corner of his mouth shifted. Devastating. “Your palace is beautiful.”
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“Try the soup,” I said. “It’s less complicated.”
“Rare advice at a royal banquet.”
“I live dangerously.”
His gaze held-curious, kind, careful. Like he could see me without slicing me open. It shouldn’t hurt. It did.
Elara saw the charge and pretended not to. Caius saw the charge and pretended to consider homicide.
Julian slid in like gossip with legs. “Hi, I’m betrayal. Do you have a moment to talk about your jawline?”
“Julian,” I warned.
He sighed. “Fine. I’ll fall in love with democracy instead.”
We did the dance-banter laced through statecraft-until the room thinned, and the chandeliers felt like too much noise. I drifted toward the east corridor, looking for air my ribs didn’t have to lie to.
He found me.
“Lady Cassia,” he said. That voice could steady a stampede.
“If you’re here to ask for my skincare routine, it’s classified,” I said.
He didn’t smile. Terror, but make it subtle.
“I owe you honesty.”
“Oh good. Those are my favorite lies,”
“I have a chosen mate.” Quiet. Final. “I’m sorry.”
All the air in me paused to think about its life choices.
“She’s been with me since we were children,” he continued, eyes hurt and human. “Her name is Nadia. She was there when winter was more hunger than snow. When I fell, she was the ground. I… can’t imagine my life without her.”
Something inside me tried to crack like the mirror, I smiled instead-the museum-quality one. “Congratulations, then. Loyalty looks good on a king.”
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His throat worked around something sharp. “I didn’t expect… this.”
“This?” I asked. “You mean me?”
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A flicker guilty, helpless. He didn’t reach for me. He didn’t run. He did the hardest thing: he stayed and told the truth and let it sit between us like a blade we agreed not to touch.
Caius and Elara had arrived without intruding. They stood at the end of the hall, silent sentries. Elara’s eyes held a thousand apologies she didn’t owe me. Caius’s jaw begged for an enemy it could legally punch.
“It’s fine,” I said, and made it sound almost pretty. “You can’t argue with destiny. Or whoever’s writing tonight’s script.”
“Cassia-”
“Don’t,” I said softly. “Save it. The palace doesn’t need another scandal.”
Caius slipped chocolate into my hand like a prescription. “Doctor’s orders.”
I laughed. It sounded like broken glass in a velvet pouch. “Sweet and temporary. My favorite kind.”
Kade bowed a fraction-acknowledging a wall he wouldn’t break and left like a man walking out of an avalanche and calling it weather.
I stood there and pretended my lungs were furniture. The chocolate melted against my palm. The joke I didn’t make sat hot on my tongue. Then I rolled my shoulders back into the armor of glitter and went to smile at people who mistake surface for truth.
Back in the ballroom, nobles whispered “second king” like prophecy and kink. An elder barreled up, drunk on his own voice. “Two kings in one palace,” he muttered, “it’s unnatural.”
I smiled sweetly. “Relax, darling. Crescent’s ceilings are strong. It’s egos that crack first.”
He shut up so fast his jowls clapped.
Across the room, Kade bent to help a server pick up fallen crystal. No cameras watching. No audience. He did it anyway. Kindness without the dopamine hit of applause. It landed harder than the rejection.
Aeron barreled into me, gummy bears crushed in his fist. “Aunt Cass! Bread. Gummies. Truce.”
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“Ah,” I said, crouching carefully. “You’ve mastered diplomacy.”
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“Inventory equals peace,” he declared solemnly, and I could’ve kissed his face off.
Elara drifted close. “Are you-”
“Fine,” I said, bright as a lie. “We don’t bleed at banquets, remember?”
“He looked wrecked too,” she murmured.
“Good,” I said. “May his abs console him.”
Caius arrived. “That’s our Cassia-turning heartbreak into punchlines since birth.”
“Someone has to keep the dynasty entertaining,” I said, and touched my side where the ache was pretending to be funny.
The final toast faded. Guests beat a retreat to polished dreams. I wandered the quiet corridors, hunting oxygen.
East Loggia. The smart-mirror gleamed, a security feature and a vanity enabler in one. It reflected me back: hair still perfect, mouth still wicked, eyes… not.
The glass rippled.
Not the programmed motion detection. Real. Wrong.
My reflection lifted her chin first.
I froze.
Her lips curved into a smile I wasn’t wearing.
A thin, delicate crack crept down the pane, spider-fine, I felt the tug in my chest answer, stupid and primal and unwanted,
“Low blood sugar,” I whispered out of reflex.
My reflection laughed.
The lights flickered.
I didn’t flinch. I’ve survived dukes who stab with their forks. I can survive a mirror with opinions. I slid the chocolate onto my tongue, let the sweetness stick the world back together, and turned away with a
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smile that belonged to me and no one else.
Behind me, the mirror ticked once, as if it had just learned a new word.
Kade’s POV
Under chandeliers, I keep my shoulders easy, my voice mild. A king shepherds temperature; he is thermostat and weather report. My rogues stand where they can intercept knives that arrive looking like compliments. The nobles sniff and pretend they don’t.
I can carry that.
What I cannot carry without wanting is the woman at the top of the marble steps-the moment the gate opened and the scent of citrus and steel cut through road dust and the bond hit like thunder arguing with a mountain.
Mate.
Her mouth shaped it when mine did. The echo was not sound; it was structure.
I did not move toward her. Not because I didn’t want to. Because wanting is not a command. Because I have learned the cost of breaking a promise. Because the south remade me into a man who understands what you owe to the people who bled in your shadow.
Nadia.
She is not my excuse. She is my story. Childhood hand in mine when the winters were teeth. Shoulder under my palm when grief tried to unmake me. The ground when I fell. The reason my men follow me into the dark and expect to come out, I do not imagine my life without her; I refuse to.
So I breathe around the ache. Speak softly. Accept a breadstick scepter from a child with a crown made of laughter. Help a server sweep up broken crystal because a king should be useful when no one is watching. I perform manners like armor and make them mean something.
Then the corridor. Her perfume like a dare. Her mouth like trouble I’d pay taxes for. Her humor a blade that refuses to rust. I tell her the truth because anything else would be filth.
“I have a chosen mate.”
I say Nadia’s name out loud, set it like a stone in the river so I don’t get swept.
Her smile is war art-damage and discipline and gorgeous in the wreckage.
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I want to touch her. Hell. I want to pin her against that cold glass and calm the storm down to a purr with my palms on her throat and her wrists in my hands-and I want to be a good man more. I want to be the man who comes home to the woman who believed I could be.
men who com
So I don’t reach. I don’t beg. I don’t pretend this is smaller than it is. I keep shape. I let the ache sit behind my ribs like a second heartbeat and I walk back into the ballroom and behave as if my bones
aren’t on fire.
I’ll finish what I came to do in Crescent. I’ll cross the passes back to Nadia. Maybe distance will discipline whatever was born the moment our mouths made the same word.
The lights slip once. In the glass, something smiles that isn’t a face. My soldiers don’t twitch, they hum tighter. Good men, trained for monsters that don’t prefer doors.
I look toward the corridor where I left her.
And then I do the only righteous thing I can do.
I stay.
Cassia’s POV
Banquet over, politeness stored, ache carefully folded. I make it back to my rooms without breaking anything we can’t invoice. Caius walks me to my door like a bodyguard who also knows where the extra
snacks are.
“You okay?” he asks.
“Define okay.”
He leans a shoulder to my doorpost. “Not bleeding, not crying, making jokes you’ll regret in six
hours.”
“Then yes,” I say. “I’m okay.”
He studies me. My twin is too pretty to be as annoying as he is. “He looked wrecked too.”
“Good,” I say. “May his abs console him.”
Caius huffs, that rare sound that is his version of a laugh. “Sleep, menace.”
“Yes, Dad.”
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“Don’t say that. I’m pretty.”
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I kiss his cheek and close the door. The quiet is huge. My heels feel like decisions. I take them off and carry them like weapons pointed the other direction.
The mirror on my wardrobe has the decency to reflect only me being dramatic for five seconds. I drop the breadstick scepter Aeron snuck into my clutch on the dresser and it looks so stupidly regal I could cry.
I don’t.
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I crawl into bed. The ceiling doesn’t care. The palace hums like a cat that remembers winter. Somewhere, a guard laughs at a joke he won’t remember tomorrow. Somewhere, Kade is behaving. Nadia exists like a promise I didn’t make and a woman. I will not vilify to make myself feel better. She’s not the enemy. The bond isn’t either.
The enemy is the smile in the glass.
The crack that likes the sound of itself.
The way the word mate feels like a key I didn’t ask for.
I pull the covers up to my chin and decide to be fine in the morning.
The mirror ticks once.
“Low blood sugar,” I whisper at the dark.
The dark, rude as ever, laughs back.
And I fall asleep anyway-because I can, because I’m stubborn, because tomorrow has teeth, and because even when fate is messy, I weaponize glitter and show up.
