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How Not To Fall For A Dragon 

Chapter 109 109- Never Accept Food You Didn’t See Cooked 

LEXI 

Blake and I have a nice, relaxed breakfast, the kind where nothing feels rushed or tense. It’s quiet in a good way, not awkward, justEasy. He sits close like he always does, occasionally nudging my plate closer when I get distracted or refilling my drink without asking. It’s small, automatic things, but I notice them more now. They feelIntentional. Afterwards, we head to the library to meet Ellorie. She’s already there when we arrive, sitting at a table with a small stack of books neatly arranged in front of her. She perks up when she sees me, her posture straightening just slightly, and I can’t help but smile back. It’s still a little surreal that I can justMeet a friend like this. No drama. No tension. Just showing up. As predicted, she is a far more enthusiastic study partner than Blake. Blake, meanwhile, claims a spot by one of the tall windows where sunlight spills across the floor in a warm, golden patch. He settles there almost immediately, stretching out like he’s been waiting for it, his long frame relaxed in a way that makes him look completely at ease. Honestly, he looks like a cat. Lazy. Comfortable. Completely unbothered by the fact that we’re supposed to be studying. He has his notebook open, but whether he’s actually sketching or just idly moving his pencil across the page is questionable. At one point I’m fairly sure his eyes are closed for a few seconds longer than they should be. He’s also absently toying with a gold band around his wrist, turning it slowly with his fingers so it catches the light. Watching the way it glints and shifts, like he’s mesmerised by it. He really does like shiny things. I shake my head slightly and turn back to Ellorie, who is already pulling my attention back to the work. She helps me with my basic spellcasting theory, walking me through concepts that somehow feel both completely new and frustratingly obvious at the same time. She explains things in a way that makes sense though, breaking them down into steps instead of just assuming I understand. Blake doesn’t interrupt. He doesn’t hover. He justLets her help. Which I appreciate more than I can really explain. Blake is amazing when it comes to practical application, demonstrating things, pushing me to try, helping me feel the magic, but the theory side clearly bores him. Not because he doesn’t understand it. If anything, I think he understands it too well. It’s justAlready there for him. Instinctive. Natural. Ellorie is different. Because she’s not a shifter, her understanding is more structured. Learned instead of instinctual. She explains why things work, not just how to do them. And between the two of themI’m actually starting to get it. We work for a few hours like that, heads bent over books and notes, the quiet of the library settling around us. At some point I lose track of time completely. My brain starts to feel heavy, like everything I’m trying to learn is stacking up faster than I can process it. By the time I sigh for the third time, my shoulders slumping slightly as I rub my eyes, Blake finally moves. He stands, stretching slowly, then walks over to us

Break time.He announces. I sigh again, but this time it’s relief. I didn’t want to be the one to call it. I wanted to keep going, to prove I could keep up

butI’m exhausted

I agree.I admit, leaning back in my chair. I think this is harder for me than it is for either of them. They both grew up with this. Even if they learned differently, it’s still familiar. For me, everything is new. I keep having to stop and ask about things that are apparently justBasic knowledge. Things everyone else already knows. It’s a little frustrating. But alsoKind of satisfying when it finally clicks

We head to lunch after that, taking our time, not really in a rush to get back. It’s easier to talk now, lighter without the pressure of studying hanging over us. Even Blake joins in a bit more, adding the occasional comment or observation when something catches his interest. Afterwards, we drift back to our little comer in the library, but the afternoon feels different. Looser. Less structured. Ellorie and I spend more time talking than actually working. Movies, TV shows, books we’ve read, she lights up when she talks about things she enjoys, her earlier nervousness fading more and more. I find myself laughing more, leaning into the conversation instead of forcing it along. Blake occasionally chimes in when he has an opinion, usually blunt and to the point, which somehow just makes it funnier. It’sNice. Really nice. By the time we finally pack up and head to dinner, I’m tired, but in a good way. The kind of tired that comes from actually doing something. From learning. From focusing. From trying. I wouldn’t exactly call the whole day fun. But there’s a kind of satisfaction that comes from it That quiet, steady feeling of having accomplished something Of having put in the effort and seeing the result. Even the parts that felt boring or difficult at the time don’t seem so bad in hindsight Maybe because I had help. Or maybe because I actually sat down and looked at the work instead of building it up in my head into something overwhelming and impossible. Either way. I feel good Proud, even. I got enough done today that I shouldn’t need to do any extra work tomorrow Which means I get a day off! I glance over at Blake as we walk, a small smile tugging at my lips. L think I want to spend it just the two of us. Maybe another picnic. Or we could go flying. I’m not sure yet. I just know. It’s going to be a great day

The three of us head to dinner together, and I can’t help the small smile that settles on my face as we walk. My arm is hooked duough Blake’s like usual, solid and steady, and Ellorie is walking on my other side. That’s new Even just a few days ago, she would have slipped away the moment class ended, hovering just long enough to be polite before disappearing and meeting us again later She kept her distance back then, like she wasn’t sure where she was allowed to stand. Now she’s justHere Walking beside us down the hall like it’s natural. Like she belongs there. She’s still a little stift, still glancing ot Blake occasionally like she’s trying to gauge his mood, but it’s different now. Less fear. More uncertainty MoreCautious curiosity. I don’t think she’s scared of him anymore. Not really. When we reach the cafeteria, I drop into my usual seat without hesitation since Blake has already offered to grab my food. Ellorie starts to stand, clearly intending to go get hers too

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Sit Blake tells her. His voice isn’t harsh, but it’s firm enough that she immediately drops back into the chair beside me without even thinking about it

Then she frowns, clearly confused

But I need to-She starts

I’ll get it.Blake interrupts, already turning away

Stay with Lexi.He instructs. He doesn’t wait for a response. He just goes. I beam, completely unable to hide it. I knew it. He doesn’t mind her after all.

reach over and lightly tap Ellorie’s arm, practically vibrating with satisfaction

See?I say, maybe a little dreamily

He’s great, isn’t he?I tell her. Ellorie looksBaffled. Like she’s not entirely sure what just happened or how she’s supposed to interpret it. Her eyes flick 

toward Blake’s retreating figure, then back to me

OhWellShe says slowly, clearly choosing her words very carefully

He certainly takes care of you.She answers. I laugh. Because that is such a careful, diplomatic answer

He does.I agree easily. She hesitates for a second, then asks, a little more tentatively

AndYou two are likeA coupleRight?She questions. I don’t even try to hide my smile

Yep!I confirm. She nods, but there’s something thoughtful in her expression now, something a little more serious

And you’re notConcerned?She asks

About his moreViolent tendencies?She adds. ! pause. Ah. There it is

You seem quite softheartedShe continues, her voice gaining a bit more confidence

Personally, I think those wolves deserved worse, but you’re a lot more forgiving than I am.She reasons. That makes me hesitate. Because I don’t want to 

lie. But I also don’t want to make Blake sound like something he’s not

I thinkI start slowly, choosing my words just as carefully as she did earlier

That he wouldn’t go too far. At leastI hope he wouldn’t. Mostly because he knows it would bother me.I explain awkwardly. It’s true. Mostly. There’s still that small, quiet part of me that worries. That wonders where the line is. What would happen if it was pushed too far. But that’s normalRight? Worry is 

just selfpreservation. It’s how we protect ourselves. If I didn’t worry at all, that would probably be worse. Blake returns before I can spital too far into that 

thought, setting down a tray with three plates. I blink. He didn’t even ask Ellore what she wanted. Which means He’s been paying attention. Watching 

what she eats. Remembering it. That’s. Kind of impressive. I don’t comment on it, but I notice Of course I notice I’m starving after all that studying, so t don’t waste time digging in. The first couple of bites are perfect, warm, comforting, exactly what I needed after a long day. And then Something feels…. Off. It’s not the food, exactly. It’sMc. There’s a sudden surge of magic inside me, sharp and bright and completely unexpected. It rushes through my body like a pulse, like something reacting before I even understand what’s happening There’s a flash of light And then Nothing. I’m still sitting there. Still human. Still holding my fork halfway to my mouth. Blake and Ellone are both staring at me 

What was that?Blake demands immediately, his voice sharp, alert

II don’t know.I answer, blinking in confusion. Ellorie lifts her fork again, clearly unsure but still moving to eat. Blake’s hand shoots out and knocks it clean out of her grip. The fork clatters loudly against the table

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Don’t eat that.He says, his tone suddenly cold. Everything goes still. Ellorie freezes, her hand still halfraised

I think it’s been poisoned.Blake announces

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but when, and how!? I thought the Academy provided everything… 

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