Chapter 203
KROSS
Today was one of those days when 1 was unmotivated. I barely had those days; there were rare occurrences.
This was happening because of what had happened the night before. From seeing my father looking so… weak and pathetic, to coming home and having Sade judge me for wanting a little less burden.
The burden and weight I carry were already pressing me down enough as it was, so was it a crime that I just wanted to feel a bit light?
Ever since I was young, I was taught the responsibilities of a CEO, the weight a CEO carries, and for years now, I’ve been playing that role, although I haven’t been an actual CEO.
Until the day Silas stepped down and appointed me CEO.
Ever since then, I’ve felt the actual weight of being a CEO, and God, it wasn’t easy.
The countless meetings and conferences weren’t the problem. The hours spent reviewing documents and devising new strategies, as well as opening and closing deals, weren’t the weight that stayed on my shoulders.
It was the lifestyle.
I had to tread carefully; everything I did was being watched. Cameras were waiting to take that picture that would get them to the top and would take me back two steps. I had a reputation to uphold.
One wrong move, just one, and it could bring the company down.
So was I wrong to want fewer burdens? To want Silas out of the way so I could focus on other things?
That kept me up at night and out of bed at the crack of dawn to get coffee, hoping it would wake me up and give me the motivation I needed.
And so we were, I with a coffee in hand, almost naked, my hair disheveled, and she in a tiny, transparent nightgown that showed more than it covered, her hair even more wild and all over the place.
My breath caught in my throat, my dick…
Fuck’s sake, I didn’t need this right now.
“Sade,” I greeted, trying to sound cool and play even cooler when what I wanted to do bolted out of this place and put a great distance between us.
“S–sir,” she responded, her scent intensifying.
Christ, she smelled… I couldn’t find the word for it. But she smelled like the earth, like the first rain, and yet there was this spicy scent to her. I’ve found out, much to my great discomfort, that scent came out when she was aroused.
The body felt what the body wanted to feel. We couldn’t control that, we couldn’t stop that. But the mind the mind was a different thing
I’ve done research after dinner one week ago when she had flinched away from me, trembling in tear even when she was aroused, and I also learned how to handle her. I knew what must have been going through her head at that moment. Based on what she had gone through, it was totally understandable
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Seeing her this way, I couldn’t help myself. With my free hand, 1 cupped her face, caressing her face. Legerted her to flinch, but she didn’t. Instead, she just blinked those big eyes up at me.
“That’s because those people are already monsters,” I said in a gentle voice. “They have evil intention as we ate in the That’s who they are. Lust is different for everyone. Lovers have lust between themselves, don’t they? And yes they’re rough with each other. People make love slowly and gently with each other, with last douching these hearts. They don’t become rough, and they definitely don’t become monsters. So those hestards you’ve mat? Those feent doesn’t make you a monster, your choices and intentions do, Lum, Sere, it evil, it’s natural and can
Her tears flowed down, and 1 wiped them off with my thumb still on her face.
“So I’m not becoming what I hate?” she asked between hiccups.
I shook my head. “You’re not”
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Chapter 203
“Then what I’m feeling is natural and normal?”
“Exactly.”
She sniffed, her cheeks suddenly turning red. “Th–then, can I kiss you, sir?”
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Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.
