Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us by Vik Rowan Tate 37 Summary
In Chapter 37 of “Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us,” the protagonist, Axel, finds himself in a tense conversation with his brother Kade at a bar. As Axel grapples with a troubling feeling in his chest, he seeks his brother’s advice, only to be met with teasing and sarcasm. The atmosphere is heavy with unspoken emotions as Axel reveals he recently had a passionate encounter, which Kade warns him might complicate things for the girl involved. Their exchange highlights Axel’s internal struggle and his growing awareness of the consequences of his actions.
The tension escalates when Kross, another brother, enters the scene, and the conversation shifts to the topic of a girl named Rosette, who expresses a desire to attend college. As Axel shares this news with Kross and Kade, the brothers discuss the implications of her potential education. Kross suggests making decisions for her, indicating a protective instinct but also a desire to distance her from their tumultuous lives. This moment brings a sense of relief to Axel, as the idea of her going away feels like a solution to the burden he carries.
Meanwhile, Rosette experiences a shift in the household dynamics, sensing a newfound tranquility despite her unease. Axel’s visits have become brief, yet she finds herself drawn to him when he finally invites her for a walk. Their interaction is filled with unspoken tension as they navigate their feelings for one another. When Axel reveals that Kross has found a college for Rosette in London, she is initially overwhelmed with excitement but quickly realizes the implications of being separated from the brothers.
As Rosette processes the news, a mix of emotions washes over her. She feels joy at the prospect of attending school but is also struck by the pain of leaving Axel and the others behind. The realization that she will be far from them ignites a sense of conflict within her, leading to a moment of laughter tinged with sadness. The chapter concludes with Rosette’s determination to embrace this new opportunity, even as she grapples with the emotional complexities of her relationships with the brothers.
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**Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us by Vik Rowan Tate**
**Chapter 37: 55 Vouchers**
As I approached the bar, an undeniable instinct told me my brother was lurking within its dimly lit confines, even before I crossed the threshold. He had chosen to remain hidden, embracing the shadows like an old friend—so typically Kadey.
“Kade,” I called out, my voice gravelly, rough around the edges.
“Hmm?” He finally emerged from the darkness, stepping into the light beside me. Without a word, he snatched the bottle from my grasp and took a long, deep swig, the liquid disappearing as he savored it.
“Kade, there’s this knot in my chest. It feels like it’s squeezing the life out of me. What do you think it is?” I asked, desperation creeping into my tone.
“I don’t know, little bro. It could be asthma. Or maybe you’re on the brink of a heart attack,” he replied with a teasing lilt, a smirk playing on his lips.
“Right? That would be just my luck,” I retorted, sarcasm lacing my words.
“You smell heavily of sex,” he remarked, raising an eyebrow, his tone shifting to something more serious.
I reclaimed the bottle, taking a swig myself, the burn of the alcohol igniting a warmth in my chest. “I just had the best sex of my life,” I admitted, a hint of pride in my voice.
“And so does she,” Kade shot back, his eyes narrowing in judgment.
Silence fell between us, heavy and unyielding.
“Are you insane, Axel?” he pressed, concern mingling with disbelief.
I took another sip, feeling the liquid trace a fiery path down my throat. “Maybe. I don’t even know what I am these days,” I confessed, raising the bottle as if it were a shield. “This is some good vodka.”
Kade sighed, rubbing his jaw in frustration. “Axel, you need to think about her well-being. Just because you’re not in a rut doesn’t mean you can treat her like a plaything. Your body will get accustomed to her, and when the time comes for you to rut again, she’ll be the one you crave. And I’m not convinced the meds will be of any help.”
I fell silent, my attention fixated on the bottle, my fingers peeling at the label as if it were the source of my troubles.
The ding of the elevator echoed through the bar, and since it was situated at the corner, we caught sight of Kross stepping out, his jacket in hand, his hair a chaotic mess. His gaze flicked to the bar, then to me, and finally settled on the bottle I held.
“It reeks in here,” he said, a dismissive wave of his hand as he brushed past us and headed to his room.
“I need to talk to you,” I called after him, but he merely responded with a two-fingered salute, his back already turned.
With a resigned sigh, I took the bottle and made my way to the living room, collapsing onto the couch. Kade settled onto the sofa opposite me, flicking on the TV, though we both knew he wasn’t actually going to watch it. The noise was just a distraction, a way to fill the silence that hung between us.
As the bottle neared emptiness, Kross reappeared, freshly showered and dressed, the scent of soap clinging to him.
“I thought you quit drinking,” he remarked, plopping down beside me.
“I thought so too,” I mumbled, setting the bottle down and meeting the expectant gazes of my brothers. “Our little rose has expressed a desire to go to college.”
Silence enveloped us like a thick fog. But in this household, silence often spoke louder than words.
“What career does she want to pursue?” Kross asked, leaning back, his interest piqued.
“Writing,” I replied, a hint of pride creeping into my voice.
“Who would have thought,” Kade muttered, his gaze distant as he pondered the implications.
I turned to him, curiosity piqued. “What do you mean by that?”
He didn’t meet my eyes, instead focusing on a spot on the floor that seemed to capture his attention. “I just thought she’d choose something more complex. Writing is fine, and it suits her,” he said, almost absently.
I nodded, agreeing with his observation, then turned back to Kross.
“Has she chosen any school yet?” he inquired.
I shook my head, frustration bubbling beneath the surface. “She’s still figuring that out.”
“She wouldn’t mind if we made that decision for her, would she?” Kross suggested, his tone casual.
I shrugged, uncertainty clouding my thoughts. “I’m not sure about that, big bro. But given her indecisiveness, I doubt she’d object.”
Kross nodded, a plan forming in his mind. “Good.”
“Do you have a place in mind?” Kade asked, finally lifting his gaze from the floor.
Kross nodded confidently. “Somewhere far away.”
At that, the knot in my chest began to loosen, my breath easing as the weight lifted. Somewhere far away sounded perfect. It meant she would be away from us, safe from whatever darkness loomed within our lives. It would be difficult, but I knew I could endure it.
“I’ll make a few calls,” Kross said, rising from his seat and striding out of the room.
Kade followed suit, leaving me alone in the silence. I lay back on the couch, staring up at the high ceiling, feeling the heaviness of my thoughts settle in.
This sucks. It really, truly sucks. Doing the right thing often feels like a burden.
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**ROSETTE**
Something had shifted within the mansion, a subtle change that felt both strange and oddly calming. I couldn’t quite put my finger on what it was, but there was a sense of tranquility that hadn’t been there before.
The men no longer avoided my presence. When I descended the stairs, they remained in the common areas, and then they would leave for work, Axel included.
For the past three days, since he had taken me to the library, he hadn’t accompanied me again. Christopher had resumed his routine, but Axel still made an effort to see me in the evenings. Yet, his visits were short, never lasting more than ten minutes.
It was all so strange. Everything going on felt off-kilter, and it made me uneasy.
Today, however, I finally grasped the reason behind it all.
I had just returned from the library when a knock echoed through the hallway. I already knew who it was before I even opened the door.
“Evening, gorgeous human,” Axel greeted me, a hint of mischief in his voice.
“Evening, Axel,” I replied, a smile breaking across my face.
We stood there, locked in an awkward silence, our eyes searching each other’s faces until Axel sighed, raking a hand through his tousled hair, creating more chaos.
“Walk with me?” he asked, his tone inviting.
Typically, he would enter my room and depart within moments. But this time, I nodded, curiosity piqued, and followed him. Kade and Kross were still out, leaving the house empty and quiet. We stepped outside, taking the flower-lined path that led to the greenhouse.
Axel remained silent, his hands buried deep in his pockets, his gaze fixed ahead, a frown creasing his brow. I didn’t say a word, content to follow his lead. When we reached the greenhouse, he finally broke the silence.
“It’s lovely what you’ve done with the place,” he whispered, his expression softening as he took in the sight of the house.
It was lovely, indeed. I had poured my heart into it. All the weeds had been uprooted, and I had planted fresh flowers. Though they had yet to bloom, the greenhouse now looked clean and vibrant.
“Kross found a college for you,” Axel blurted out, his words tumbling over one another, and my breath caught in my throat. I turned to him slowly, blinking in disbelief, but his eyes remained glued to the greenhouse. “He’ll handle everything, but you’ll need to take some kind of exam. Fortunately, they’re accepting new students, so you should fit right in.”
He was serious. Just three days ago, when he had mentioned the possibility of sending me to college, I had brushed it off as a joke. But here he was, telling me Kross had found a college for me. They all knew. Everyone knew but me.
I should have felt elated. I should have been bursting with excitement. I was finally going to college, and I wouldn’t have to spend a dime or endure any stress. Everything would be taken care of, and all I had to do was prepare for an exam I had been studying for. A part of me was thrilled—how could I not be?—but there was an ache lingering beneath the surface. Hurt for what? I had no idea.
“Where?” I managed to ask, my voice hoarse as I cleared my throat.
Finally, Axel turned to meet my gaze. “London.”
“Ahh,” I whispered, realization dawning upon me. It all clicked into place. The reason for their odd behavior lately, their reluctance to engage with me; they were sending me away, far from here.
I was going to school in the UK while they remained in the US, oceans separating us.
A hysterical laugh bubbled up from within me, and I nodded, a smile breaking free. This was incredible. I was finally leaving. I could preserve my sanity and distance myself from whatever these men represented. “When is the exam?” I asked eagerly.
Axel reached out as if to touch me, but I instinctively stepped back. “Rosette—”
“When is the exam, Axel?” I pressed, determination edging my voice.
He stood frozen, his fists clenched tightly. “Next Friday.”
Conclusion
As the chapter draws to a close, the emotional arc reaches a poignant crescendo. Axel’s journey, marked by confusion and self-doubt, is met with a glimmer of hope as he contemplates sending Rosette away to college. The weight of his protective instincts clashes with the realization that doing what’s best for her means letting go, a bittersweet acknowledgment that love sometimes requires sacrifice. The knot in his chest begins to loosen, hinting at a newfound clarity amidst the chaos. Kade and Kross’s plans for Rosette’s future serve as a catalyst for Axel’s internal struggle, forcing him to confront the complexities of desire, responsibility, and the shadows of their shared past.
For Rosette, the news of her impending departure to London ignites a mix of emotions—excitement for the opportunity and a lingering ache for the connections she is about to leave behind. The laughter that escapes her lips masks the uncertainty brewing beneath the surface, a testament to her resilience in the face of change. As she prepares for the next chapter of her life, the distance that will separate her from Axel and her brothers symbolizes both liberation and loss. In this moment, the characters stand on the precipice of transformation, each grappling with their own feelings of hope and heartache, united by the unspoken bond that will forever tie them together, no matter the physical miles that may soon divide them.
What to Expect in Next Chapter?
**What to Expect in Next Chapter?**
In the upcoming chapter, tensions are set to rise as Axel grapples with the implications of Rosette’s impending departure to London. The emotional weight of this decision will force him to confront his own feelings and the reality of their relationship. With Kade and Kross having taken the reins in planning Rosette’s future, Axel may find himself torn between the desire to protect her and the fear of losing her altogether. As he navigates this internal conflict, readers can anticipate powerful moments of reflection and vulnerability, revealing the depths of his attachment to Rosette.
Meanwhile, Rosette’s excitement about her new opportunity will clash with her underlying fears and uncertainties. The thrill of starting a new chapter in a foreign land will be shadowed by the ache of separation from the men who have become integral to her life. As she prepares for the exam, her thoughts will drift to the relationships she is leaving behind, and she will have to grapple with the idea of what it truly means to be free. The emotional stakes will heighten, and readers will be left wondering if her decision will ultimately lead to growth or heartbreak. Will Axel find the courage to express his true feelings before it’s too late? And how will Rosette reconcile her dreams with the reality of leaving everything she knows behind? The next chapter promises to delve into these poignant questions, leaving readers eager for the unfolding drama.
