Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us by Vik Rowan Tate 41 Summary
In “Before Sunrise Touches Earth We Forgive What Hurt Us,” the chapter unfolds with Kade and Rosette sharing an intimate moment that shifts from surprise to vulnerability. As Kade tenderly cradles Rosette’s cheek, there is a palpable tension between them, culminating in a soft, tentative kiss that ignites a deeper connection. The kiss evolves into a passionate embrace, revealing their emotional closeness and the electric warmth that envelops them. However, the moment is abruptly interrupted by Axel’s unexpected arrival, which leaves both Kade and Rosette feeling unsettled and confused.
The aftermath of the kiss weighs heavily on Rosette as she grapples with her emotions and the implications of Kade’s words. His admission of feeling ‘not normal’ hints at deeper issues, creating a sense of longing and heartache within her. The atmosphere thickens with unspoken feelings, especially as Axel’s reaction suggests complications in their relationships. The chapter captures the essence of youthful passion intertwined with the uncertainty of their circumstances, leaving Rosette feeling both exhilarated and anxious.
As dawn breaks, the narrative shifts to a more mundane yet poignant morning routine. Kross, Kade, and Axel attempt to uplift Rosette’s spirits with breakfast and playful banter, but an undercurrent of sadness permeates their interactions. The looming departure to school and the airport creates a sense of impending loss, as Rosette realizes the emotional stakes involved. Axel’s teasing remarks mask deeper feelings of attachment, while Kade’s gentle gestures reinforce the bond they share, making Rosette acutely aware of how intertwined their lives have become.
The drive to school is marked by a blur of emotions as Rosette struggles with her mixed feelings about leaving her newfound connections behind. The tension is palpable as they arrive at the school, where the attention from onlookers adds to her anxiety. Axel and Kade’s presence draws curiosity and whispers, intensifying Rosette’s sense of being an outsider in this new environment. The chapter closes with her hesitance to step out, mirroring her internal conflict about embracing her new life while navigating the complexities of her relationships with the boys. The emotional weight of goodbyes lingers, leaving readers invested in Rosette’s journey of self-discovery and connection.
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Kade’s expression shifted from surprise to a quick recovery as he sat up, his gaze fixed on me. My heart raced, a wild drumbeat echoing in my chest, and I couldn’t help but wonder what had possessed me to ask such a bold question. Whatever courage had sparked that moment was now a distant memory, leaving me breathless and vulnerable, my lips parted in anticipation as I simply watched him.
He reached out, his hand cradling my cheek with an unexpected tenderness, as if I were fragile porcelain. His fingers traced the line of my cheekbone, and his eyes searched mine, looking for something—answers, perhaps, or reassurance. “Still want to kiss me?” he murmured softly, his breath brushing against my lips like a whisper of warmth.
“Yes,” I managed to breathe out, the word barely escaping my lips.
He leaned closer, his face inches from mine, as if granting me a moment to reconsider. Yet, in that instant, there was no hesitation in my heart. When his lips finally brushed against mine, it was gentle, teasing the corner of my mouth before pulling back again. He kissed me there once more, and I could feel the heat rising between us, the tension thickening the air.
Then, as if the world around us faded away, he kissed me fully. His lips melded with mine, moving in a soft, intimate dance that sent shivers down my spine. His tongue slowly coaxed my lips apart, exploring the warmth of my mouth as though he were savoring a rare delicacy, imprinting the moment into his memory.
His hand tangled in my hair, tilting my head to deepen the kiss, igniting a warmth within me that felt almost electric. When he finally pulled away, he nibbled on my bottom lip, leaving me breathless and wanting more. He cupped my face with both hands, resting his forehead against mine, his eyes fluttering closed as if savoring the moment.
“Kade?” I called out softly, concern lacing my voice. “Are you okay?” I noticed he was trembling slightly, a quiver that didn’t escape my attention.
“If things had been normal,” he whispered, his eyes still shut tight, “if I had been normal, I would never leave you. You wouldn’t be here, in a school, an ocean apart from me.”
My heart ached at his words, and I instinctively reached out, cupping his cheek with my hand. The lump in my throat made it difficult to speak, emotions swirling inside me like a tempest.
Just then, a soft knock echoed through the room, and before either of us could react, the door swung open.
“Rosette, I-”
Axel’s words trailed off as he took in the scene before him. His gaze darted from Kade to me, his jaw tightening visibly. The moment hung thick in the air as his eyes fell to my lips, and I could see the realization wash over him, leaving his expression utterly blank. Without a word, he turned on his heel and left, slamming the door behind him with a force that reverberated in the silence.
What was his problem?
Kade sighed, glancing back at me with a forced smile as he pulled away. “Good night, Rosette,” he said, his voice tinged with a hint of sadness.
I watched him leave, my gaze glued to the door long after he had disappeared. The weight of the moment settled heavily on my chest as I turned to my untouched dinner, the cold plate staring back at me. With a heavy heart, I switched off the light and crawled under my blanket, hoping to find solace in sleep.
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Chapter 41
As dawn broke, it felt as though the events of the previous night had been nothing but a fleeting dream.
“Morning,” Kross greeted cheerfully, handing me a steaming mug of coffee. I muttered my thanks, still lost in my thoughts.
“I made eggs for breakfast,” Kade announced as he placed a plate in front of me, the aroma wafting up and momentarily distracting me from my swirling emotions.
“And here is a smoothie for good luck on your first day,” Axel chimed in, presenting me with a colorful cup.
I raised an eyebrow, skepticism etched on my face. “Smoothie for good luck?”
“Less questions and more food in your mouth,” he replied, a smirk playing on his lips.
I rolled my eyes but complied, sipping my coffee before tackling the breakfast, saving the smoothie for last.
“We’ll drop you off at school and then head straight to the airport,” Kross said casually, and my heart sank. I froze, the smoothie hovering midway to my mouth.
Shaking off the weight of his words, I nodded, though my throat felt constricted, my head bowed as I tried to hide my unease.
From the corner of my eye, I caught Axel scoffing, but I didn’t dare lift my gaze.
“What’s that look for, my gorgeous darling?” he asked, his voice softening as he placed a gentle finger under my chin, lifting my head to meet his gaze. “Are you going to miss us?”
“You know I will,” I replied, my voice barely above a whisper.
He smiled, a hint of mischief dancing in his eyes. “Have we spoiled you so much that you can’t imagine life without us? No one will be around to pamper you and cater to your princess needs.”
I scoffed playfully. “Shut up.”
His demeanor shifted, seriousness washing over him as he leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to my lips. “It will be hard, Rosette. For all of us, not just you. But know this: my thoughts will never stray far from you. You’ve burrowed deep under my skin, and there’s no shaking you off.”
His thumb brushed against my bottom lip before he stepped back, retreating into one of the rooms. Kross entered next, his hands tucked into his pockets, a rare smile gracing his features. It was a sight I cherished, knowing how seldom Kross allowed himself to be vulnerable.
He reached out, his fingers gently caressing my hair, his eyes softening as he leaned down to kiss my forehead. “I’ll be in the car. Come out when you’re ready,” he said, his tone warm yet tinged with an underlying sadness.
I swallowed hard, trying to push down the lump in my throat, but it remained lodged there, heavy and unyielding. Kade leaned against the counter, his arms crossed, simply observing me.
“I think you’ve crawled into all our skin,” he remarked, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. “No, not think. I know you have. You’re buried deep, and you’re now a part of us. In ways you can’t even begin to comprehend.” He took a step closer, pressing a gentle kiss to the corner of my mouth. “Remember to live, my love.”
As he left me alone in the kitchen, my heart felt unbearably heavy. That sounded like a farewell. Why did it feel like goodbye? They had assured me it wasn’t goodbye, that they weren’t casting me aside, yet their words and actions seemed to tell a different story.
Remember to live, my love.
I could do that, right? Yes, I had to.
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The drive to the campus was a blur, and despite the men’s attempts to lighten the atmosphere, an undercurrent of tension lingered in the air.
Kross parked in front of the school, but I hesitated to step out. My eyes remained glued to the window, watching as students moved about—some in clusters, others solitary, some laughing, while others wore serious expressions.
“Come on, sweetheart,” Axel urged, stepping out of the car and rounding to open my door. “School awaits.” The moment he emerged, several students halted their conversations, eyes widening as they gawked at him, whispers erupting behind their hands.
“You’re drawing attention,” I muttered as I finally stepped out.
He shrugged nonchalantly. “I can’t help it. It’s not my fault I look this good.”
Kade exited next, standing beside me, and the whispers grew louder. “I’ve always hated school,” he grumbled, scanning the surroundings with a frown, blissfully unaware of the attention he was attracting.
“Come on, you two, you’re drawing attention,” Kross called out from the car, though even from his seat, he managed to capture eyes.
The students—particularly the girls—had abandoned their whispers entirely, openly staring now.
Conclusion
As the morning sun cast its golden light over the campus, I felt a bittersweet mix of hope and heartache. The lingering warmth of Kade’s kiss and Axel’s tender words echoed in my mind, reminding me of the deep connections we had forged, even as the specter of separation loomed ahead. They had each carved their place in my heart, intertwining their lives with mine in ways I never anticipated. Yet, with every step I took towards the school, the weight of their impending departure pressed down on me, a constant reminder that change was inevitable. I had to summon the courage to embrace this new chapter, to live fully despite the ache of what I would miss.
With each passing moment, I resolved to carry their love with me, a flickering flame that would guide me through the uncertainties ahead. Kade’s words resonated in my ears—“Remember to live, my love”—serving as both a reminder and a promise. I would navigate the challenges of school, the whispers of curiosity, and the bittersweet memories of shared laughter and stolen kisses, all while holding onto the belief that this was not truly the end. As I stepped into the bustling world of my peers, I felt a flicker of determination ignite within me. I would honor what we had built together, cherishing the past while embracing the future, knowing that true connections could withstand the test of time and distance.
What to Expect in Next Chapter?
In the next chapter, the tension that has been building between Rosette, Kade, and Axel is bound to reach a boiling point. As Rosette steps into the school, the weight of her emotions and the complexity of her relationships will be put to the test. With the echoes of Kade’s tender words still fresh in her mind and Axel’s lingering kiss igniting a mix of confusion and longing, she must navigate a new social landscape where every glance and whisper feels amplified. Will the dynamics between them shift as they face the reality of their intertwined lives? The stakes are higher now, and the consequences of their unspoken feelings may unravel in unexpected ways.
Moreover, the looming departure of Kross and the others adds an additional layer of urgency and heartache. As Rosette tries to settle into her new environment, she’ll grapple with the bittersweet reality of separation and the fear of what distance might mean for their bond. Will she find the courage to confront her feelings and solidify her place among them, or will the uncertainty of their futures create an insurmountable rift? With school life already presenting its own challenges, the arrival of new characters and the potential for unforeseen conflicts promise to keep readers on the edge of their seats. Expect a whirlwind of emotions, revelations, and perhaps even unexpected alliances as Rosette embarks on this pivotal chapter of her life.
