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Realized 4

Realized 4

Chapter 4 

Iven with his current success, that deep-rooted inferiority complex never really left him. 

At fancy events, he’d instinctively shrink, watching how others behaved before daring to relax. 

But with Chloe, he was the powerful one-financially, socially, emotionally, 

She made him feel big. Invincible. 

And back where we both came from, men still carry this twisted belief: 

A man’s success isn’t just measured by his money or career-it’s by how many women he can “conquer.” 

We’d debated that once in college. 

He’d condemned that mentality harshly. 

But some things sink too deep to ever be unlearned. 

As for Chloe? I wasn’t sure if she truly loved him. 

In adult relationships, “love” often comes second to “need.” 

Back when she interned for me, she’d often say she envied my life-my background, my career, my marriage. 

So now, by sleeping with my husband, she probably felt like she’d finally beaten me. 

she got what I had. 

‘Ma’am, these are their photos.” 

The investigator slid a small stack across the table. 

So… you want to go straight to court, or give it a few more days?” 

stared at the pictures-Robert and Chloe entering the same apartment, leaving together, their faces relaxed and familiar. 

The sight made my chest tighten. 

All those vows, all that love, undone by time and cheap temptation. 

Christmas is in two days,” he said cautiously. 

You sure you don’t want to wait until after?” 

Ma’am, I’ve seen a lot of this,” he added quietly. 

Men who never cheat? Honestly, I’ve never met one.” 

For a split second, I hesitated. 

Then I just said, “Keep watching him.” 

Christmas came. 

As usual, Robert showed up at my office with a huge bouquet of red roses. 

My younger staff squealed, snapping photos, spamming our group chat with “#RelationshipGoals” and “Ugh, they’re so cute!” 

I left work early, stopped by the mall, bought myself a new purse, and went out for dinner with him. 

The whole night, I kept thinking-this might be the last holiday we ever spend together. 

Halfway through dinner, his phone rang. 

He frowned. 

“What’s wrong?” I asked. 

“Nothing major,” he said. 

“A colleague got into a fight with his girlfriend’s ex. He’s in the ER now, cops are there. I need to check on him.” 

I knew all of Robert’s close colleagues, 

If one of them really called, I’d probably know them too. 

“I’ll come with you,” I said, standing up. 

He stopped me immediately. 

“Better not. It’s a mess already, and they don’t want people talking.” 

“I’ll smooth things over and call you later.” 

Right. 

Just like in those palace dramas, where the mistress flaunts her favor in front of the queen, too smug to realize she’s walking into her own death. 

“Okay,” I said, sitting back down. “I’ll grab a drink after dinner.” 

He smiled, leaned down, pressed his forehead to mine. 

His voice was soft, teasing, affectionate. 

“Don’t go picking up any hot young guys.” 

I chuckled, playing along. 

‘No promises. Come home early if you’re jealous.” 

He pinched my nose and left. 

I watched his back fade into the crowd and dialed my PI. 

‘Robert just left,” I said. 

I’m on Chloe,” he replied quickly. Then he gave me an address. 

From our restaurant to Chloe’s place, even with Christmas traffic, it should’ve taken him forty minutes tops. 

An hour passed 

Still nothing. 

started to think maybe there was a fourth woman. 

Or maybe-just maybe-he actually had gone to the hospital. 

Twenty minutes later, the message came in. 

‘He’s here.” 

Realized

Realized

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Status: Ongoing Type:
Realized

The Scent That Started It All

The first sign that something was wrong began with a scent — or rather, the wrong one.
For years, Robert and I had used the same brand of body wash. But that evening, when he leaned in to kiss me, I noticed immediately: this wasn’t our scent.

When I asked, he said casually, “A bird crapped on my head, so I showered at school.”
His calmness didn’t sit right. It was too rehearsed, too effortless.
I joked about his hometown superstition — gathering rice from a hundred houses to wash away bad luck — but inside, my suspicion had already begun to grow.


Something Too Clean

Later that night, before my own shower, I checked his laundry.
No perfume. No cigarette smoke. No trace of the day — just body wash.
That was the problem. A man who’d been out all day couldn’t possibly smell this sterile.
No food, no city air, no sweat — nothing.

I looked closer.
There wasn’t even a single strand of hair around his collar. His shirt looked freshly changed.

That night, he made love harder than usual — mechanical, almost like a duty.
I went along, but inside, I felt hollow. It was duty sex, and I could feel it.
Robert noticed. “You’re not really into it tonight,” he murmured, kissing my neck, trying to sound concerned.


The Therapist’s Curse

I’m a hypnotherapist. People think we’re calm and composed, but the truth is, we swim through other people’s trauma every day. And as Nietzsche said, “When you gaze long into the abyss, the abyss gazes back.”

The darkness I absorb from clients sometimes sticks — their lies, their guilt, their fear. That night, I let that darkness speak.
I made up a story: “My client’s husband’s a cheater — serial playboy, brings his side piece home even after being caught.”

Robert smiled, pretending to be amused. “Not all men are trash,” he said. “Some guys actually have morals. Your husband, for instance — a saint. First and last woman of his life.”
I stared at him, searching for cracks. There were none.
And that, again, was the problem.


The Perfect Husband

Robert was a math professor — calm, logical, brilliant.
We met in grad school: I studied psychology; he studied numbers. Everyone called us the power couple — reason meets reason.

After graduation, we married. He started teaching undergrads while pursuing his PhD; I opened my therapy practice, specializing in hypnosis.
In a small town, people didn’t believe in mental health. They called me a scammer at first. But after a few big cases and word of mouth, my reputation grew. So did our income — and with it, my confidence.

I believed money was freedom.
“A woman’s security doesn’t come from a man,” I always told myself. “It comes from her own bank account.”
With financial independence, I thought cheating would never be part of my story.

But reality doesn’t care about logic.


The Second Clue

The next day, Robert picked me up from work.
He hugged me, smiled, acted normal — too normal. Still that same sterile scent, no trace of life.
So I decided to test him.

I slipped a lipstick into his coat pocket — bright red. Then I acted natural, pretending nothing happened.

At dinner, halfway through the meal, he excused himself to the restroom — gone for ten minutes.
When he returned, his expression had shifted slightly, eyes more guarded.

“You okay?” I asked.
“Yeah,” he replied after a pause. “Something came up at school. I’ll handle it tomorrow.”

Two actors, one stage.
He played the overworked professor; I played the trusting wife.


Proof

When we got home, he tossed his coat aside and went to shower.
As soon as he closed the door, I checked the pocket.
The lipstick was gone.

Classic guilty move.
Then came the ding of a text from the bathroom — followed by his voice, low and tense:
“Who else would it be? Don’t text me. I’m home. We’ll talk tomorrow.”

My heart turned to ice.

Before marriage, we’d made a promise: zero tolerance for cheating. No forgiveness, no second chances.


The Calm Before the Storm

I poured myself a glass of wine and sat on the couch, mind racing.
We didn’t have kids — just assets.
That made everything simpler, colder, more final.

I wasn’t the type to scream, to confront in chaos. I needed clarity.
That night, I began planning — not revenge, not yet, but proof.

Because the therapist in me knew one truth:
People lie. Patterns don’t.


The Dual Facade

Looking back, I realized how carefully Robert had built his image — logical, dependable, perfect. The kind of man who never raised his voice, who opened doors, who remembered anniversaries.
But perfection is its own disguise.

Every small detail — his clean shirt, calm tone, absence of emotion — was part of the act.
I used to think he was composed because he was rational.
Now I saw it differently: he was composed because he was practiced.


The Hypnotist’s Mind

My work as a hypnotherapist gave me tools — to read micro-expressions, body language, subconscious cues.
But it also made me paranoid. I’d spent years studying liars, manipulators, broken minds.
And suddenly, I was sleeping beside one.

It wasn’t just jealousy — it was intuition. The subtle signals my brain picked up before my heart caught on.
Robert’s calm wasn’t comfort; it was camouflage.


The Breaking Point

In bed that night, he kissed my forehead like everything was fine.
I smiled back, pretending I still believed him.
But my mind was already elsewhere — tracing the clues, building a case.

He had showered elsewhere.
His clothes were too clean.
The lipstick was gone.
And now, there was someone texting him in secret.

Piece by piece, the equation added up — and ironically, it was math that betrayed the mathematician.


What Comes Next

As I lay there, I thought about all the stories I’d heard from patients — women gaslit into silence, told they were overthinking.
Maybe Robert thought he could do the same to me.

But he’d forgotten who he married: a woman trained to see through illusions.
And the moment he lied, he handed me the first thread to pull.

I didn’t confront him that night. I let him sleep beside me, breathing evenly, the picture of innocence.
But inside, I was wide awake — plotting.

Because in the therapy room, I help people face their demons.
At home, I had just met mine.

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