Chapter 113. Power or Love
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Chapter 113: Power or Love
Jade’s pov
The Order has a lot of resources and will be able to help me remove the imprint.
Not only that, but they will be able to help me deal with that madman.
I looked up and noticed that everyone was now gone and only Dante was left.
He was looking at me and I watched how he sighed.
He walked towards me, and took the envelope out of my hands and put it on his desk.
“I love you, I love you so much that it hurts. I can’t sleep when you are not near me, I feel like I can’t breathe when you are angry with me,” he said and kissed both my hands.
“We fucked up, I know that we fucked up royally,” he added and then looked at me.
“But please, please don’t leave us,” he added and I looked away.
His gray eyes begging me to stay but I don’t think he gets it.
“You branded me without my permission. You did the one thing I hate more than anything in this world. You took away my choice, just like everyone has ever since I was young,” I explained to him.
All my life, everyone had been telling me what to do and who to live for.
I was always treated as something that belonged to someone whether I liked it or not.
I belonged to my parents, then I belonged to my coven, then I belonged to that madman and now I belong to Dante.
He branded me like everyone had done and I don’t think I can forgive that.
And that’s not the only problem, I hate that one day he will wake up and resent me when realizes what he has done.
He will resent me when he realizes that he has bonded himself to a monster.
What will I do then when he regrets all of this?
I was willing to stay here with him because I knew that love fades which is okay.
If he one day realized what I am and his love fades then I can just walk away.
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I know walking away wouldn’t be as easy as I am making it out to be.
But at the end of the end, it would have been easier since we are not mates.
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But this fool has bonded us, and joining The Order will give me all the resources I need for it.
“I know, I am so sorry Jade,” Dante said and placed his head on my lap.
He seemed remorseful and the truth is that I blame myself more than I blame him.
Had I not hidden who I truly am then he wouldn’t have gone this far.
He would have rather chosen death than to do something like this.
But I wanted him to like me and when he fell in love with me I couldn’t bring myself to tell him.
Where do I even begin?
How do I tell someone that deep down I am a monster?
How do I tell someone I love that I destroy everything I touch?
I looked at him, he is the last person in this world I want to destroy.
And putting aside my own demons, there is still that madman.
He has already hurt one person from his pack and also a few of my coven.
He has killed a lot of lives, maybe to him they aren’t a lot but every life matters to me.
And he had them killed, he is obviously someone who is crazy enough to go to any extent to get me.
This means that the longer I stay here the more in trouble these people.
They have loved me and accepted me as one of their own.
I can’t be selfish and put their lives at risk for my own benefit.
“I just want to take a hot bath. Are are going to visit Alpha King Howard tomorrow right?” I asked Dante who nodded.
“I think I will make my decision once we come back from there,” I said and then walked off.
I want to hear what he has to say before making a decision.
I sat in the bathtub and just processed everything that happened.
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Why didn’t Kane just sneak in and give it to me in secret?
Why did he have to announce to the whole world about it?
And now the whole world knows that I was offered this grand opportunity.
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It won’t be long before it reaches my grandmother and she would kill me if I turned it down.
I walked out of the bathroom and walked downstairs to get some night snacks.
“The Order huh? Why haven’t you accepted the offer?” Sasha asked me.
“I hate it, I hate that you are getting such a great honor but I am happy because of the conflict it has caused,” she said and took a bite of her apple.
“What will you choose? Power or love?” she asked with a chuckle and then walked off.
I hate that she isn’t wrong.
That is exactly what is going on here, I need to choose between Power or love.
I couldn’t sleep all night long but it’s a good thing Addison was sleeping in Felix’s room.
They had a little fight during that meeting but it seems like they fixed things.
Addison said that this room would be our backup room for when we are angry at our
husbands.
You can just come here and sleep without having a guest room prepared and it sounds really
convenient.
The next morning we got ready and headed to Alpha King Howard’s pack.
We sat there in silence while Dante was driving.
The moment we got to his pack I was in awe of it.
You can tell that this is where the King of all Alphas lives because it is just beautiful.
It was big and the city was so full of life with people.
I think his pack has one of the biggest populations ever.
He also has the strongest army and anything you can possibly think of,
“Welcome,” Alpha King Howard said the moment we stepped out of the car.
“Would you like to take a little rest?” he asked us as we walked in.
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