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Chapter 148
Serena
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I knew what Crowley would find if he started digging. So I
cleared my throat.
Every head in the room turned. I folded my hands on my lap,
kept my chin level, and looked at Crowley.
“I’ll do the press conference,” I said.
Crowley’s eyes moved to mine. Kieran went still beside me.
Aina stirred low in my chest, she pressed close, attentive,
reading Cora across the room.
“But I have conditions.”
“You don’t make..” Crowley started.
“My parents are to be left completely alone. No pack interference, no political pressure, nothing that touches their
lives or their business.” I kept my voice even. “The father
of my baby is to be left alone. And my career stays as it is. Nobody from this family contacts my workplace or touches my patients.” I said to him recalling when he had gotten me 43
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fired because he hated the idea of a Luna having a job.
The room went quiet but I wasn’t finished.
“I also want to be relieved of all luna duties. Immediately.” I
met Crowley’s eyes. “And if the title can be removed, I want it
removed.”
“Serena…” Kieran’s voice came out loud, splitting the quiet.
He was on his feet before I finished the sentence. “That is
enough.”
“Those are my terms.” I was still looking at Crowley.
“You are the luna,” Crowley said. His voice came down in
finality. “That is not a title you negotiate away at a dining
table.”
“I understand that,” I said. “I also understand that I have
very little reason to stand at a press conference and defend
a marriage I didn’t choose. You want the cameras to see a
united front. These are the things I need in order to give you
that. I’m not being difficult. I’m telling you what I’m willing to
offer and what I need in return.”
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You can’t hand it back. You know what it means to remove it.”
I turned and looked at him. His face was taken by anger that
he saw no reason to hide from his family. “I know what it
means,” I said. “That’s why I’m asking.”
Removing the active luna title, stripping the duties, the
public function, the visible role, was as close to a divorce as
this family would ever give me without a court document. Without the function, the marriage existed only on paper. And a marriage that only existed on paper was a marriage I
might survive for the time being while I worked on getting the paper destroyed.
Kieran’s jaw locked. His eyes were dark and I watched
Cora rise briefly behind them, the wolf pressing close to the
surface, reading the room, reading me.
“She cannot give back the title,” he said, with his voice lower this time. “Serena, you know what that is.”
“I know what it is, Kieran.”
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“Fine,” Crowley said.
My lips widened into a smile. I turned to Kieran. “When we get home,” I said quietly, “you and I will talk about the rest of
my terms.”
He stared at me with Cora visible in the set of his jaw and the
tension running through him. I saw his fist tighten. He could
easily tell his father now that I was the one behind the news
reaching the world, but that would mean accepting what a
tattletale he was amongst other things.
“The press conference is tomorrow morning,” he said. Each word containing his hate for the agreement made. “Be
ready.”
I smiled at him.
I leaned forward and pressed my lips to his cheek, one
unhurried touch, and stepped back.
“I know how to act,” I told him. “I’ve been playing the good wife for years. A happy one should be straightforward.”
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I stood.
He caught my wrist before I could take a step.
“Is Misha really the father?”
I looked at him.
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“How many proofs do you need?” I pulled my wrist free. “You heard it from Misha himself. You saw the test results. You heard it from Jenna. At what point do you stop holding yourself back from believing it?”
I walked out immediately, having no time to waste on a man
like him.
I returned to work in a taxi, and the first person I saw when I walked through the door was Misha.
I stopped for a moment.
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I looked at him at the end of the corridor holding his coffee
and his jacket and my shoulders dropped.
“Serena.” He looked at me. “You look like your morning tried
to kill you.” He said with a friendly smile.
“It did its best.” I crossed the corridor and took the coffee
from his hand.
“When is your next visit to Mr Cartridge?”
“Tomorrow, are you coming along?”
He fell into step. “Do you want me to?”
“I need you to.”
He didn’t ask why. He matched my pace and walked.
The truth was this: Kieran would never fully believe that
Misha was the father if they never appeared in the same story. Misha and I had almost no visible relationship outside of this clinic. We moved through the same spaces without overlapping.
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That was the wrong picture for a man who was supposedly
the father of my child. What I needed was for Kieran to see
us together, to watch Misha beside me, to see the ease of two people who shared a history he didn’t know about.
I needed Kieran to build the conclusion himself from what
was in front of him.
So I needed Misha next to me.
After my last patient, I sat at my desk with my phone in front of me and thought about tomorrow.
Sophie needed to be there. Not to sit in the crowd, or watch
from the back of the room. I needed her to tell the whole
world ther and then that Ethan was Kieran’s son. It would
force Kieran to divorce me, and even grant the two of them the opportunity to be with each other as they have always
wanrwd.
I typed the message and sent it before I could talk myself out
of it.
I put the phone face down on the desk.
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I waited five minutes. I flipped the phone over. The screen
was blank, I was too impatient to wait, we had to arrive at an
agreement as soon as possible, so I called her.
She answered on the fourth ring. “Serena.”
“Did you read my messages?” I asked as if in a hurry.
A pause. “Yes.”
My heart lurched for a moment. “Can you do it?”
The other side was quiet. I had no idea what the delay was
about.
“Yes,” she said. “I can.”
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